torn heart (0n hold)

torn heart (on hold)

first story on wattpad tell me if you like please

I shivered crawling foreward against the biting winds that were forcing me backwards.

'the earth rumbled'

I dug my nails in to the soft mud beneath my palms dragging my cold, numbed body fowards ; tears stained my cheeks as I battled with my fears, pearing over the edge of the cliff gasping at the sight my eyes beheld. 

The jagged rocks smiled at me forseeing my blood on their sharp edges.

'the shadows seeped closer'

I grimaced at the image coming forward in my mind , my body limp on the rocks that had broken my fall ,my crimson blood painting them red, the prescious light of my life seeping from my eyes and leaving them dull and lifeless!

'fire crackled in the distance'

I chuckled as i thought of their greed fulled faces dropping in pure loss as they finally found my body in tatters.

That will teach them.

'the waves rose higher'

Once they discover their greed led to what was in store, they may realise that destroying my life was last thing they should have done...

Lightening struck the earth intrupting my sadistic thoughts of their pain, alerting me that they were drawing closer.

it was time!

i stood up up finding new strength withing me; battling the forces of nature that were at war with my intentions.I leaped, welcoming the rocks that would pierce my body and the waves that would wash my blood away leaving my body pure and clean.

they were too late late

I smiled my dress and hair billowing out in unision , as all the forces of nature let out a mighty roar of defeat.

time stopped leaving me in mid fall as the last couple of months flashed before my eyes.Ironic i thought to myself 'i thought that your whole life flashed infront of your eyes when you were about to die! realisation hit me like a punch in the stomach ,i wasnt going to die.

i screamed out in rage not from fear of living but from anger and pure agony at my failure of commiting sucide ,of the taking away of my last and only varible that i thought i could control.

my choice to live or die

then i weeped for myself as i was forced to watch the few months of pure hell i had gone through, unfold in an unending web before my eyes...

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thanks for reading 

x.paige.x 

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now off to greggs i go....