younow saw us first | h. rowland

Chap. 30

Lexis POV

I woke up and saw Brandon and Annabelle but no Hunter. Okay?

I went on instagram and I saw the recent picture that Hunter had posted and it was..of me? Sleeping? Oh ima kill that loser.

I commented on the picture "ew it's me, puke😷"

I got out of bed and walked over to Brandon.

"How long have I been sleeping? And what time is it?" I asked him

"Hunter said you slept for about an hour cause you feel asleep around 7, and it's 8:10, we have to leave to the airport at 9!" He said

"Wait, no I'm not packed or anything!"

Shoot shoot shoot I'm going to make us all late.

"Nah Hunter packed all your clothes and layed out some comfy clothes for you to wear on the plane." Annabelle said

I flopped on the bed "Thanks to him!" I said not really intending anyone to hear me.

"Guys?" I sit up. "Can I tell you something?"

"Yeah sure what's up?" Brandon answered

"Well last night, Hunter and I we were on the roof.." I paused. Should I be telling them this? I mean I know Annabelle is my bestfriend and I can tell her anything, but Brandon? "And we'll we almost kissed.."

I looked at Brandon and he was smiling. "You two almost kissed, what do you mean by 'almost'?" Annabelle asked

"Well I turned my head, guys I feel horrible, should I have let him kiss me or?"

"No, he may just think you were teasing him?" Brandon answered

"No I told him I'v never kissed anyone before...but I have.." I looked down at my fingers

"You have?" Hunter asked standing in the door way, he looked pissed

Frick, I'm an idiot.

Hunter walked out the door and I ran after him. I saw him running down the hall way, and I ran after him, but before I could really even start running Blake grabbed me and said "Let him go, he just needs to cool down"

I tried so hard to fight out of Blake's arms but I soon stoped fighting and he let me go.

I looked at Blake and walked to the wall. I slid down it and I sat on the floor. Blake came and sat next to me.

"I messed up, I lied to him and now he knows.." I was crying "Ugh he probably hates me now"

"Lexi" Blake puts his arm around me "He will come back, he is just a little mad"

"Yeah!" I got out of Blake's arms "hes mad because of me, I lied to him saying I have never kissed anyone before, and well I have." I layed back on Blake's shoulder.

"Can I ask who?"

I sighed "I was in 3rd grade. It was me, Annabelle, Weston Koury, Mario Selman, Joey Kisluk (aka whynot_joey), Mark Thomas and Zach Clayton. We all were playing truth or dare cause you know that was cool back then, but anyway I was dared to kiss someone and it was Weston..." I paused "Weston is a great guy and he is pretty cool, but it was weird..sadly we never really talked after that until later Musically and YouNow became a new thing, Weston and I have been keeping in touch, but I swear I will never like Weston like that, he is more of a friend then anything, and we never dated or anything, it was just a kiss and then that's all."

"It's okay, I'm sure you and Weston don't have, or never had anything going on and I get it, it was a 3rd grade kiss, I think the only thing that hurt Hunter.." I cut Blake off

"Was because I lied, I know and I feel terrible.."

"Right"

We sat there for a while and I looked through some SnapChats. I came across Hunters stoires and I felt like skipping it, but me being me I didn't and I clicked it.

I'm an idiot, I made him cry. I got off of Blake's shoulder and ran. I ran down the hall as fast as I could, no matter if Blake was behind me or not. I ran to the 15th floor and out the door Hunter had showed me earlier. I got out on the roof and Hunter was there, sitting on the bench. He didn't look up, he kept his face in his hands. I looked down at my hands. I walked up to him. I didn't say anything I just looked at him.

I did this, I made Hunter Bryce Rowland cry..why am I Fuck up? Why do I do this..why did I lie?

"Hunter?"

"Lexi, I can't" he said

"Can't what?"

"You and I, I can't...this is hard...ugh.." He stoped

"Hunter we aren't and we don't have to, I just want to say I'm sorry...I lied to you and I'm..stupid for doing that. Hunter I can't lose you...you may only be my friend, but your one of my best friends..I'm sorry Hunter, I'll just go..."

I got up and walked to the door. "Wait!" Hunter said. I'm so happy he said that.

I turned around and he was right by me. "I know who you kissed...and I'm not mad at that, kiss who you want I can't stop you..but why didn't you just tell me?"

"I was scared!" I looked down at my hands

"Scared of what?" He asked gently.

"Of kissing you, I was scared of all the hate you'd get, all the hate I'd get. Everything, I mean Annabelle, Brandon and Blake already know we almost kissed, but hate, I'm scared of hate" I said

"Don't worry about hate Lexi, hate will always be a thing, but the support we get will always be the biggest thing!"

"Hey guys, Brandon and Annabelle said I might find you up here, we are all leaving for the airport!" Cam said "Hey you guys okay?"

I turned and looked at Cam.

He walked up and hugged me Hunter. "What's going on?" Cam asked again.

"Nothing, we were just talking!" I said. I hate lying to Cam cause he's like my older brother but I didn't want to talk about it anymore.

"Okay, well come back down to your rooms and get everything out and ready cause we are leaving!" He smiled

"Okay!" I smiled

Cam walked out, Hunter and I stayed back and he asked "We okay?"

"Yeah! Friends still?" I answered

"Of course!" He smiled

xxxx

Blah, so much drama!! Oh and she KISSED WESTON, wish I could do that cuz he's a babe❤💦👅