Life Pt. 1

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My whole life I have been made fun of. And you know what? It sucks! I am 15 years old and am in high school. Ever since I have been in school I have been treated like crap and sometimes I was hurt by the people who I thought were my friends. No one has even gave me a chance to even talk to them and just treat me like I am a worthless piece of crap, like I don't even need to be alive. These people just say horrible things and make my life miserable. Sometimes I get so hurt that I feel like breaking my hand or do someth ik ng awful to myself. It hurts to know that these people want to destroy me. I feel afraid, sometkmes, to even get out of bed when I know that someone is going hurt me. And it is how they choose to hurt me that makes me feel these things so much harder to even wake up and try to have good day. Or try to even stay alive. But when I try to do something about it, things get worse. I have told my parents and all they say to me is to get over it, or, suck it up, or even something like, you did this to yourself and you can't do anythjng to fix it because you are the way you are and everyone hates you. It makes me feel so alone because I have no one by my side and I hate being alone while I am going through all of tuis. It make my life a million times harder. I can't even go somewhere without being judged. During the summer. I hardly get out of the house because if I try to walk out the door wearing something that I am comfortable in, my mom will see it and start to yell at me and call me names. I cry myself to sleep sometimes because of the way that I am being treated at home. When I feel like everything is about get even the slightest bit better, it doesn't and it kills me to know that I am treated so badly just because of who I am and no matter how hard I try I just gets worse and worse until I feel like all hope is lost and I want to give up.

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