ME AND MY SITUATION

Life Pt. 2

So I'm back with some news for you all. I was basically forced to get out of the house today because of appointments and just when I thought I was going to have a normal day, everything went to shit. My sister Kelly has 3 kids one teenage girl and 2 little boys. My sister has a job taking care of old people and of all days she had to go to work today. Now if I was at home all day today, I wouldn't have to be around my niece and nephews that drive me insane every time they get near me. But when I found out that they were coming home with us, I said to myself, " Great, now my day is going to get worse. "And sure enough it did. When we got home today I did like I normally do which was jump on the trampoline. And when I got inside I sat on the couch and started to eat some takis. Like always my niece walks in and demands that I give her some. So I do, but to make her shut up. After a couple hours went by, I got up with the bag of takis and put them up in the cabinet. A couple more hours go by and they decide to watch a movie by niece ells at me and says that the takis are gone from the cabinet. Just like the my mom goes on and on at me demanding I tell her where they are and when I told her where they are she calls me a liar and so I of course start defending myself saying I don't know where they are and she screams at me because apparently I was the last one that had them. My nephew Trenton goes into the living room at that time and "finds" them right off the bat. And gives them to my mom. What happens afterwards hurts me the most and if I write it down I would relive it and start to cry so I won't. But what she says was one of the meanest thing I have ever heard her yell at me and so I ran to my room hurt and started writing this part of the story. I hate the way my mom makes me feel everyday. She makes me feel worthless and like I shouldn't even talk or breathe. It hurts to know that a parent would do this. I lay awake at night sometimes wishing that I was with my real family and not this one that I am with. I feel so alone everyday. So that was my day. Till next time. Bye.