Who Knew

chapter1:Oops

As I enter his house I feel awkward but also comfortable. I raise my chin and ponder over the high ceilings above me, "there seems to be no one here" Kai says looking back at me while walking into the wall.

"hahahaha...." I giggled

"Shut up Tilli" Kai hissed. I weave my way over to the kitchen island. "Already stuffing your face with food, huh?" 

The way he turns around to smirk at me was just so attractive. I smirk back at him as I follow his model like walk up the stairs. Yes I have liked him for a few years but he's made it very clear where I stand. YES I got friend zoned, but I'm for sure that I'm at least half over him.... I'm still looking but I know he's going to be that one I will always have feelings for. I throw my school stuff in the right hand side in the corner of his room. All we seem to be doing is just smiling, a little bit of talking, and staring into each other eyes, I don't even know why I'm here anyways. he starts to ease his legs off the side while our eyes are still in sync, his husky voice is so hot, but what makes me melt is his veins that pop out on his arms, with is hands draped loosely into a fist on the edge of the bed. I follow him as he leisurely strolls down to he kitchen."Do you want to choose a movie?" he asked me

"Yeah sure" I swirl around on the breakfast stools heading towards the movies. We end up watching an old classic Titanic. I bend over to place the movie into the DVD player, Kai in the background loudly saying "mmm I like that" 

"I heard you" i say rolling my eyes playfully.

"That's the point" he called out from behind me. I make my self at home, grabbing a blanket and the remote while Kai slowly and barely carries the popcorn, chocolate covered strawberry's and lollies he has prepared for us.

We weren't even watching the movie when he offers me the last chocolate covered strawberry. "mmm...."

"Hey, you never know this might be the best strawberry, and you wouldn't even know because you're not going to try it" I think I just melted inside even more, I try and hide that I may still have feelings for him by smiling.

"Okay" he slowly eases the strawberry into the direction of my mouth as I move forward.... I take one bite about half way. "mmm, yeah you were right" he gives me another smirk after finishing off the rest of the delicious strawberry "mmm"

As we start to play fight with each other his older sister quickly walks down the stairs and into the kitchen. "uhmmm" I feel sort of awkward because I don't want her to think that there's something going on, because I don't think he wants that rumour going around in this family, I know they are all really close and he's also really shy about relationships with people. We both look back to acknowledge her presence. All of a sudden it was instinct to have a gap between us and to stop mucking around, silence filled the room as she kept a good eye on us for a little bit. We both could feel her watching, as she was leaving the room we were both watching her walk away but with her last check up look on us, we both immediately turn around and pretend to be watching the movie. 

"Okay she gone" Kai breathes out. I just sit there smiling while staring at the  TV screen. "are you alright?" with a smile in responds he leans over across me and stares into my eyes.  "Tilli?"

"hum"

"what's wrong?"

 "nothing don't worry about it"

"are you sure?"

 "yup"

"but, i want to know what's wrong "

"okay... later"

"okay... but between now and then"

he has the biggest smile on his face towards me, it just make a smile grow onto mine, but I'm  fight against it but I know I can't, so I say fuck it and at least enjoy the moment and what's ever going to happen next....

he roughly grasp me hips and edges them towards his, as our bodies touch a large chill rushes through my body. Goosebumps erupt across my skin and I clench tightly around his shoulders as, he stares deeply into my eyes..... then slowly eases his mouth toward my ear and whispers "you know you are even more gorgeous up close, I like that" I couldn't help it but a wide grin appeared on my face as I try and force it away and as i spring into laughter. Play fighting turned into dancing then sexually and then to rough. but I have to admit I didn't mind it, it felt like something I haven't really felt before other then against my own will.... but that's my dangerous story that will never be revealed.

Kai slides his big hands under my lower and high back and launches me up. I feel like this is where I'm supposed to be, in his long warm muscular arms that could wrap around me twice. By that it makes me feel so safe that I can tell him everything and having no judge, I feel as if I could go and trust him with my life. I lift my head up to see his handsome face, that I could get use to see when I open my eyes to see if everything is okay, and if I saw him every time I need to be re-assured that life is and will be okay.

I don't think I will ever be able to get that look and the feel of his body out of my mind. In the heat the moment he starts to lean in and I let him, kiss me. That moment didn't feel like anything else mattered that there was no world surrounding us, no problems to life with or to solve.

I'm loving this but holy gosh he just kissed me what is going to happen after? Am I going to have to leave,  will he ever talk to me ever again, does he like me or is it just a one off thing?

All of these thoughts were rushing through my mind as long with many, many others. As the kiss ended we both pulled away so it just felt like normal as we both dared to open our eyes while still holding each other. We dared to make eyes contacted and then whilst it all happened again, I didn't cared about anything else the kisses are amazing well we are just pretty much making out, and it was like one of my childhood fantasies came true. 

It is getting really rough but I like it, also with some tongue , I never would have thought that this would be happening to me with him. He throws me back down on the couch with him following on top, I don't know how long we have been going at it but I never want this to end and its only just started. he grabs the couch cushions and throws them on the ground, so we would have some more space. I'm not to sure where this is all heading but lets hope its as good or even better. He picks me up and moves me sideways across the couch, he spreads my legs further for more access to ease his way up through and kisses me more.

He starts to move down my neck with many kisses, and then through my cleavage but we still had our clothes on so he couldn't get to far. He keep going back, rougher and sexier. As he's kissing me all-over be then starts to press his hips further down to mine so therefore I could feel his dick bulge up against my vagina. I'm just starting to get horny, he moved away and I'm thinking is there something wrong. "Kai?" he just response in a smile. Kai grasp my wrists and pulled me up gently, holds me close and lets go of one of my wrist and slides down to my hand, I then now I look around. I didn't realise that the time is 1:48am the next morning! we are trying so hard to not make much noise with our footsteps as we walk up to his room. I started off toe then heel, toe then heel, the whole way up the stairs. Past his sister's bedrooms and through the hall way until his bedroom. The door swiftly pushed shut without a sound for me to be pressed up against it making out again. Its so much sexier and rough now! We then got into the same position as before in the living room. Kai then rips off my shirt, damn it was so sexy. He can now finally tease me with his kisses, but he doesn't.

A/n
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This chapter is dedicated to my bestfriend who incouraged me to start another book, ily maddie ♡♡