OMEGLE // larry [#Wattys2016]

18

LOUIS

After when I came from the hospital, I've tried my best not to fall into that shit again. Somehow I made it, but not for so long. I got lost again in my own shadow.

"Here you go Louis, take it." Zayn said to me, and pushed weed into my hands. I hesitated a few seconds, but then I took it, because I didn't have any other choice I guess.

"That's right, boy!" He added and smiled to me. I knew it was wrong and that I'll hurt Harry as well, but I couldn't stop. 

"Would you like to drink some beer?" Liam asked and he already pushed me a bottle in front of my face. I guess I've had to, because there was no any other option for me. Although I knew that weed and alcohol are not very good choice, I drank up. 

"I barely recovered.." I mumbled. Liam only looked at me weirdly.

"And?"

"I don't know if this is right. I fücking don't want to go back again. It's not comfortable being attached to all these devices 24 hours per day." I told and took a sip of a beer.

"Why are you doing all these stuff then, if you're so worried about yourself?" Zayn asked and joined our conversation. 

"Because you two forced me into this! And now I'm drowning in a big fücking shit!" I yelled.

"Watch your mouth! I've never forced you!" Liam said and left, because he felt offended.

"Then you should probably go to your fücking boyfriend and cry there, not here. You wimp!" Zayn hissed and left with Liam into the night. I was feeling that everything I took started to work, so I've decided to go home. 

"Harry.." I called his name when I came home, but nobody responded. I fell on the floor. I was crying in pain and praying for not being dead, when Harry comes home. 

HARRY

"Louis?!" I shouted, when I saw him laying on the floor, almost naked. I knew there was something wrong, because he was sweating so hard. "Louis!" I've tried to wake him up. Soon, he finally opened his eyes slowly. 

"Louis? What happened to you? Are you okay?"

"Harry.. Please, h-help me.." he breathed and squeezed my hand hard.

"What's wrong? Who did this to you?"

"Noone, it's all my fault.." He mumbled, but I barely understand.

"Your fault? What are you talking about?"

"I took it again." He said.

"Took what? Louis?"

"I've smoked weed a-and d-drank an alcohol. I didn't want to, they forced me, Harry." Louis said in tears.

"Louis! Why? Why the fück you took all of that shit?!"

"Because- I'm sorry, okay? What should I do then?" He asked.

"You should've said no! Is that so hard?"

"Yes, Harry for me it is!"

"Why?"

"Because.." He said and then stopped.

"Because, why? Louis?"

"Cause I've had some debts.." He only said and let my palm slip away softly.

"Debts? I don't understand anything, what is going on?!"

"Harry, if I ever stop-"

"For God sake, say it already!" I nervously yelled.

"If I ever stop, they'll hurt you. They want to shatter you, Harry. Besides that, I owe them a lot of money. Everything is going down, Harry. If I stop doing drugs, they're going to kill you. They want to see you dead, Harry.." He said and started to shake. I felt sick in my stomach.

"Louis.. Please, stop doing drugs.." I whispered and crouched down to him.

"And they will kill you? Are you fücking crazy?! How can you ask me something like that? How will I live without you? I love you, Harry. I won't let them to hurt you!" He said and hugged me so tightly.

In that moment I realised that this is not funny at all. This is very serious, I don't want to see Louis drowning in his own glass of water. 

"Louis, you need to stop! I won't ever allow you, to kill yourself because of that bastards!"

"You don't understand anything.. You really don't!" He shouted and ran into the room.

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Uhhh okay, somehow I tried and updated.

I really hope this is good enough, because I feel like a shit right now, everything's wrong and I'm so depressed these days, I don't know what's happening with me >.<

That's all, see you soon! xoxo
-kate.