CHLOES POV
Preface
I cant sleep. I mustn't sleep. If I sleep the nightmares will come back, and i cant deal with them. They haunt me. They make my life a living breathing hell. I came back from Afghanistan 3 months ago, after serving my 4 year term. The military doctor says I have PTSD, but I try not to show it. It controls my life and I cant handle it anymore...
**2 months later**
I dug it into my skins, nice and deep. I smile at the exhilarating pain and pleasure I feel at the same time. I feel so alive and free! God I love this!! But I know in due time the happiness will wear off. After it does Ill still go back to cutting for comfort. I should be punished for what I did. I killed innocent people, so many civilians got in the way lossing there life in the process. I thought leaving Afghanistan, I would finally feel safe, but that hasn't happen.
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Hey guys it me!! This is my first story and Im not even done with the 1st chapter. Not quite sure how it will go but let me know. comment or vote!! Thanks
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Im a Marine Bitch
ActionWhen ex- marine Cloe Cullins returns back from a 4 year term in Afghanistan, things have changed drastically and her life gets turned upside down... **Hey guys this is my 1st story on wattpad and Im not even do...
