Twin's lust BxB GxG LGBT

Stressed out because out...... (no fun in love and war)

Chapter 12  

Amanda****  

I watched Jessica moved across the hall, I don’t know what was wrong with me been attracted to her but I was, and it was deeply troubling. Rose nudged me in the side and I moaned lightly “Whaaatt?”

  She looked at me good with an instinctive smile like one of a mother,  “Girl you tripping!” She said to me and I groan listening to her “Girl we have been besties for ages I don’t know what the hell is wrong with you but I know Jessica is doing something really good to you…”

  I snorted about to answer when I heard Henry’s screams ecoed through the hall I stood up immediately and turn dashing to the hall shock and in a panic. Jake would kill me if anything happen to Henry even if I wasn’t there I was like his little guardian when he wasn’t around and shit he wasn’t now.  I pushed the doors of the lockers and saw a few droplet of blood, Henry was holding onto the side of his face and crying, I looked at him shocked Rose fitting behind me to look over my shoulders.  

“She… She called her brothers,” He wept like a child sitting on the floor in blood as it ran down his face.

  “WHO FUCKING CALLED HER BROTHERS?!” I questioned my anger building and his crying increasing…  

“G…Grr…Grace!” He said through sniffles and breath.

  “Shit… That fucking bitch, I will rip every braid out of her damn slab for this…” I said and saw that the boy needed a nurse “Rose, get him to the nurse and I am gonna call Jake… We have a score to settle...”  

Jake was red with ferocity when I told him what had happened “Bro… he needed some stitches and won’t be out of the hospital cause they injure his rib too…” I reported to Jake…

  “Dammit…” He said pounding his fist on the table causing the glass to jump then slam “When can I see him?”   “Soon, they will tell you…” I replied… watching my brother hurt was as painful as a humanitarian watching a dog tortured and burned to death."If he wants to see you that is..."   

Jake***  

I should have been there I said rubbing my eyes as the strain of keeping up so long took hold on me. I should have seen it coming…. Amanda tried to comfort me but her hands seemed cold and lifeless almost like Henry’s body was even though he was not dead he looked so damage with the huge stain in his head side…

  “I am sorry…” I cried looking at him and he looked at me and asked one of the most painfull question he could have ever uttered.  

“Why won’t you just admit that we are together and let them leave me alone? Don’t you love me?” Tears filled his eyes and I felt my heart pained and he continued “You won’t admit that we are together… She was right wasn’t she? You are just using me for a toy.. you don’t need me to be there you have girls for that…” He turned his head away “She said you won’t admit that we are together even to save my life.. I tried to say it’s not true…”He looked at me then and I knew he saw how worried I was about my reputation and he began to cry “So it was true!!! Its over! I can’t take this! Not until you grow up Jake… No more…”   One of the paramedics pushed him down on the stretcher “Sir keep down don’t get upset you will lose more blood...”   “Take me away…” Henry said then not even looking at me… Just in tears… those crystal sad tears that haunted my memories...  

He wouldn’t contact me and was still in the hospital he even blocked me from the visitors list only Amanda could report to me what was wrong… I wanted my baby back but he wouldn’t let me come back…. I was numb and lost…  

“Bro?” I heard Amanda’s voice

“Brooo!!!” She shouted through my shocked paused…   “Yes?” I asked…   “What we gonna do about those guys who did this?” She asked I could sense the anger in her voice.

  “I don’t know… I really don’t…” I said then lowered my head in my hands like a man in pain. “ Nothing I guess… I can’t let them know I am gay… I mean I just can’t..”  

“WHAT!!!” Shouted Amanda shocking me out of my domant state “WHAT’S THE MATTER WITH YOU? AFTER EVERYTHING YOU TWO HAVE BEEN THROUGH YOU GONNA LET THAT BITCH GET AWAY WITH IT ALL? HUH? BRO I THOUGHT YOU HAD A HEART! I GUESS HENRY WAS RIGHT… YOU’RE HOPELESS… COME TO THINK OF IT NEVER ONCE YOU EVEN TOLD HIM THAT YOU LOVE HIM! WHAT? ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS? WELL NO! SOMETIMES WE AS HUMANS NEED SOME WORDS TO ACTUALLY FEEL BETTER…” I saw tears flash from her eyes I hardly ever see that she rather cried in secret but here she was infront of me open to my eyes the emotions of my smaller sister and the wisdom I wish I had in such a time.   “YOU….” Then her voice came and she looked at the floor “You selfish bastard…. You motherfucking SELFFISH BASTARD!!! You really care that much about your reputation? It’s worth that much? ” I stuttered to answer and she lift her small hands engulf by the huge baggy sweater and white shirt with sweater paints. “I don’t wanna hear it… Bro I use to admire you. Thinking that you would always do the right thing.. Now I see how wrong I had been… I need some fresh air...” She ran her hand into her hair and was out of the door before I could stop her...  

I felt like crap, losing my sister and Henry in one day I felt like my head was pounding on what the hell I should do. What could I do? Tell? I just sat there and gaze at the door but yet not seeing the door but my corrupt passed and distant future…If I had one… I looked at the knife in the kitchen staring at me and turned my head away… “I just don’t know if I can do all that again,”  

I remembered the last time I told my feeling about a it had been a worker at a union he didn’t take it so well when I left because I was moving. Then A telegram came, he committed suicide killing himself with a knife… Ever since I never told anyone those words in fear that if I leave I would have to see that again… Also was I really in love with Henry??  

“AAHHHH FUCK!” I screamed and threw the glass cup into the wall.