Just A Teen

THE DATE

I get home from school and see my mom is still not home I sigh I was worried about her its been a few weeks . I go inside and text Jacob (a/n j:is Jacob ..v:villisa)
V:hey Jacob its villisa
J:who ?
V:the girl who u passed ur number to in math
J:oh soon that's your name lol I'm hella stupid
V:so... When do you want to meet up
J:how about I pick you up at 6:30
V:sure
J:see you later
V:bye
I stand up and get my work clothes on I work in a small cafe they pay me under the table so I work my butt off to be the best I can ....as I arrive at work I'm greeted by many of my daily customers . by the end of my work day I have earned 50$ in tips ....on my way home I see a homeless pregnant woman and I hand her the bag full of my dinner she smiles and thanks me
I walk home feeling good about myself it is 4:50 by the time I get home and I change into a blue dress that comes a little past my knee's and a put on a pair of black flats and I brush out my long hair . I never wear makeup but I do wear lip gloss  . I hear a knock on the door and grab my purse and walked down stairs . I open the door and Jacob takes me to his car as he drives to the fair . we rode silently the whole way there once we arrived I tried to pay for myself but he insisted on paying for me . we rode tons of rides and ate lots it was so fun .... When Jacob dropped me off he kissed me and I felt sparks fly... It's been two months since our first date and we are still together my mom came home a total of three weeks in two months . Jacob is coming over tonight to watch a movie . so I have been anxious all day and when I got off work I went home showered and got dressed . I am just taking out the popcorn when I heard a knock on the door I skipped into the living room and opened the door Jacob walked in and kissed me hard pushing me on to the couch I kissed him back just as hard he kissed my neck and I let out a soft moan and I then felt his well his hard member pressed against my leg he then gets on top of me kissing my neck and chest then he tries to pull down my pants but I said -no wait stop stop please- he looked up at me confused and said-are you a a virgin - I felt my cheeks burning and I thought for a second about lying when I realized that I had to tell him so I simply said -yes - I looked down embarrassed he put his hand under my chin forcing me to look at him -its nothing to be embarrassed about I would like to know your plans on losing it though- I sat there and told him everything I wanted to have when I lost my virginity I wanted rose pedals and candles and music :the song your body's a wonder land by john mare and I wanted to be loved . he simply smiled and kissed me . after he left I showered and went to bed . when I seen him at school he didn't even say hi ... When I got home I texted him
V:hey why didn't you say hello to me today
J:sorry babe I was planning a surprise for u tommoro
V: oh okay
J:gtg babe I'll see you tomorrow love you ,💋💋💗💕
V:love you
........ .................. ........... .. . .....the next day he told me he needed my keys to my apartment and me not to come back until he said so I went to work he texted me five minutes after I just got off work when I got home I walked up to my room and saw Jacob and his ex gf Ali in my bed having sex with everything I had wanted the rose pedals candles of my favorite scent and the music your body's a wonder land I start to cry - what the heck get out of my house now ! - Ali ran out the door only stopping to pick up a camera and Jacob just smiled and said - hmmm goody two shoes you don't even swear when your angry - I wish I could cuss him but I felt the need to be this perfect girl ....a girl better than my mother . I looked at him and said -please leave - he smiled and said - did you ever think I actually loved you and that I wanted you because I didn't and no one ever will .- i he left and I laid on the floor crying when I heard someone come into the house I didn't care who it was and I even found myself praying it was a murder I laid there sobbing when my mom seen me I told her and she  said -its okay we are moving to new York tonight grab what you need - I walked into my room grabbed my phone and my money
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A/N SORRY THIS CHAPTER IS SO SHORT AND I KNOW IM NOT A PERFECT WRITTER BUT IM TRYING

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