People told me love is hurt. I dont know how it feels. I mean, the real love. i dont know until it happens to me. And it is hurt. It hurts more when you sacrifice your life and they don't appreciate it all.
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[Inside Secret Recipe]
"Kak, can you follow me to One Utama this saturday?" I asked my one of partner.
"Why? What's wrong?" She asked back
"I think i want to find a new job, since I've been unemployed for a few weeks. Besides, I'm so bored at home doing nothing" I explained
"okay, set time later. i have customer to serve." she left
Actually i've worked at Secret Recipe before until one of the staff insult me in front of the customers. And I couldn't take the pressure since he did that for a few days and it sucks!
I know my manager (or maybe not a manager to me anymore) wouldn't mind if I'm going to quit and came back, but it just doesn't seem right to be a good decisions. So, i decide to find another job to make me feel better about myself.
I'm not a really picky person about job but for me, i would like to work with food. You know what i mean right? Restaurant. Because i love food. And no doubt! I'm fat. and I'm quite proud of it because i don't care about what people say about me.
"Fatin"
"Fatin!!"
"Fatin!!!!" Someone yelled.
oh it just Syakir. Annoying Syakir but still the best partner to talked with.
"what, dude? shut it off!" "I ogle
"I thought you were leaving" he smirked
"Mind your own business, Syakir!" I said
"Akak, look at him! He tease me." I continued after I seeing Kak Ekin approaches me.
"Eh Syakir, do your work. if not, I'll report you to En. Zaki" she laughed.
"i know it's not gonna be happen, Ekin. Never. Because i know you need me someday." He grinned perfectly to Kak Ekin.
"Shut up.! Hahahahahaha" Kak Ekin laughed as usual.
While they're talking and laughing that much, im scrolling my phone and it was sucks. Still the same news. What's with these people? Fighting each other just for boys. cmon dude! it's not even worth it. It looks like im so matured but im totally not. i really don't. i being matured when people surround me are older. Believe me, its hard. Hahahaha.
After hanging out at Secret Recipe for a few hour talking to Kak Ekin And Syakir, I've decided to go back home. My sister fetched me.
Having a sisters are fun but wait until your food have been stolen by them and they don't even admit it. or maybe they don't trust where are you going since they watch a lot of news that involves girls have been killed by psychotic men. Well, I don't blame them when it came to that because I'm quite terrified too. Besides, im not really "likes" to going out alone or with " boys " unless its my classmates
. Hahaha so clingy. But its a sad truth. my mom and dad taught me to stay at home at night. They said it would be dangerous to a young lady to hang out with the same thing over and over again. For examples, boys.
