Dear Her,
What have I done. I let myself fall for you, but could anyone blame me. We tell each other everything, the sun in my heart rises every time you smile melting away the cold winter falling from Autumns shoulder after she turned her back on my. When your world ends so does mine every time I see you you inspire beautiful words from me. Ones I can never tell you. Your so beautiful. Your eyes could melt hearts of steel with just one look every time I see your eyes it takes all of me not to melt myself. Nothing wrong happens In the few seconds I have yo in my arms. Your heart glows bright with love and kindness. Even the scares on your legs are beautiful. I would kiss them healed if I had you, every l red line is a reminder of the tragedies in your life and now I can count myself among them. Your so perfect that it makes me wish I was born a girl just so I could have a chance with you, but I'm just like family too you. That's all I ever am to anybody and that's ok. I'll love you in silence and that's ok.
Draft 2
Dear Flowers,
You'll never know how much I mean it when I say I love you. The sun rises in my heart every time you smile and I've let myself fall for you. I couldn't help it, your beautiful in every way. Your heart burns with kindness and sorrow. God put the angels themselves in your voice. Your beautiful from your short brown hair to your feet. The scares on your legs are beautiful too, you've only told me about them, but I already know they speak beautiful tragedies and times where you were too strong for too long and I wish I could hold you and make every scar heal because holding you makes my scares heal. Your blue eyes melt my stone heart with just one look it takes everything I have not to melt when I look at you. Your so amazing it makes me wish I was born a girl sometimes just so I could have a chance with you. I would bear a cross for you just so I could see you free of the weight of your tragic life, but I'm just a brother to you. Just like with everyone else I'm nothing, but family or that nice guy. As much as I wish I could be more for you our friendship has come so close that I would never imagine a day where we didn't talk. But I'm just another tragedy added to you already too painful life. So I'll love you in private. Thank you for using your warm heart to melt away the cold winter that fell from Autumn onto me and made me forget the pain.
-Your tragedy