This girl is no longer strong. She just pretend to be. She cries at night, she's lacking her sleep. She's hurting. Anxiety always come after her, she tried everything to make herself happy again. She went out, sing, watch movies, sleep. Yet none of it can cure a broken heart.
A broken heart
"She's had her heart broken, yet
she's not afraid to love; what she is
afraid of is wasting any more years of her
life loving and supporting a man
just to, in the end, have her heart broken
And find herself having to start all over again"
Mr. Amari Soul
Loneliness, might just kill her from the inside. Every day, she waited for his messages, she waited for his name to pop up on the screen. That's how much she misses him. Sometimes she shed tears thinking he might has forgotten her. Not a single good morning or good night wishes from him to her. Can you feel what she felt? Loneliness;
Loneliness makes us feel very weak. She doesn't know in what world she's living right now; in what state she is right now. Basically, she's lost. Thursday feel like Friday, but one thing she is absolutely positive. That she is completely in love with him. Love; "sometimes love is not enough and the road gets so tough I don't know why". When he is no longer hers, carefully not to hurt herself, she distracted herself by doing something else.
To be continued...
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The girl who love too hard, and the guy who wants to walk away.
RomantikHe ignores her. As if she is no longer exist. Without knowing why, she was abandoned.
