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i hate everyone right now like wtf is wrong with people. i dont understand how someone can throw so much shade and just hate someone so much that they comment about every little thing they do wrong and everything thats wrong about them, but still enforce it with the "fact" that its only because they love you.

it disgusts me how people do this to each other, honestly. especially when its someone thats extremely dear to you.

also, how can you be so biased to someone that you throw every other piece of common sense and knowledge just because you believe that that person will always be innocent, and will always be right? there at least two sides to every story and it makes absolutely no sense to only listen to and care about one.

why can someone just lay around and do absolutely nothing when they're obviously needed and not be scolded or at least told once that they need to stop and help, but someone else can be working their ass off helping and everybody there can see it, but get yelled at for being lazy and doing nothing at all when they take the shortest break so that they dont faint of heat, hunger and dehydration?

i believe that all things happen for a reason and God has a plan for everyone, but i still just cant help myself from asking why people are like this. i just dont understand and it irks me because i just feel that i have to know everything.

this seems like something extremely stupid to rant about, but i am stressed, hungry, and just absolutely 100% done with everybody's bullshit.

nobody has the excuse to be a bitch to someone and say its out of love because its obviously fucking not.

if you love someone, you would tell them the truth in a way that they get the point but dont feel like crying, or self harming, or starving, or throwing up, or doing anything that would hirt them and their well being, because if you tell someone "the truth" in that way, all you will do is break them slowly and painfully.

also, make sure that "the truth" that you're telling them is actually fucking true. because if not, you're causing a shitload of problems and it nobody else's fault but yours.

i feel like i cant breathe right now because i am just flooded with so many emotions like anger, sadness and depression and i am just so done with everything.

people need to think about what they say and how it'll affect whoever they're saying to because one little sentence can cause a spiral of death.

this might seem hypocritical because i, too am human and have most likely done at least one of these things that i absolutely despise before, but i just need to vent right now because i have been watching my mouth and what i say and do, and there are just so many other people that need to also do this because its really fucking hard, but i have made so many people happy and my mood has just gotten way better because of it until now.

also, dont be a little bitch and just apologize if you do anything you regret or anything that you think was rude, or wrong, because though its a small act, at least show that you are sincerely sorry for doing whatever wrong you've done because that'll most likely make the person feel even the slightest bit better.

this is just a shitty rant because i have nowhere and no one to vent to so if you read this far, i love you and i hope you never think bad about yourself because of someone or because of yourself.