Long Ass Ride [vhope]

[2: Caught]

I pull the cigarette from my lips, dragging it out and exhaling the smoke from my teeth. Namjoon suggested that I should leave for some 'fresh air', but I was about to excuse myself anyway, there's only so long that I can stand to be in a room with Namjoon while he's kissing his pink loving boyfriend.

I place the cigarette back in between my lips and take another drag, sighing as I exhale the grey smoke and lean over the banister of Namjoon's slightly shifty looking balcony.

"H-Hoseok, are you okay?" I hear a small voice from behind me and I let out a low laugh in response

"Why do you even care Taehyung? I'm nothing but horrible to you yet you're the only one in that room who came out to check on me" I think aloud, ignoring the presence now beside me

"Because I'm a good person" he whispers and I snort at his response

"Good person my ass, what do you really want Taehyung?" I retort, lifting the cigarette to my lips again. But before I can put it in my mouth, he takes it from me, pulling it towards his own lips instead, "Tae you really don't wanna do that-"

I stop talking when I see him take an effortless drag, not coughing one bit, and then returning the cigarette to my resting hands

"Wow" I laugh at his sheepish face, he still manages to look so innocent- he's still clutching the pillow from earlier to himself, his sleeves pulled over his hands in the cold, "Well, I didn't expect that.... to be honest I thought you were gonna choke"

He mutters something to himself but I miss it, although I'm almost sure he said something about not wanting the air

"What?"

"Nothing. If you're fine then I'm going inside" he says quickly before turning on his heel, but before he can leave I grab his small wrist in my palm

"So you've smoked before?" I ask quickly and he turns back to face me, sighing and placing the pillow down on the floor of the balcony before leaning over the banister next to me, resigned

"Yes" he admits, looking down- he looks ashamed

"Does Jungkook know?" I question and Taehyung's head shoots up and his eyes flash with panic

"I'll take that as a no" I chuckle, but suddenly Taehyung is grabbing my shoulders, jolting me so I face him as he looks me straight in the eyes

"Please Hoseok , please don't tell him, please. H-he will... punish me" Taehyung tells me hesitantly, although his eyes are filled with panic and fear

"What are you-"

"Taehyung. Inside. Now." I hear a harsh voice from behind us and I turn to face Jungkook, his face is dark but his hand is outstretched. Taehyung scurries towards him, grabbing his hand obediently and I watch in silence as they walk inside together

"What was that all about?" I mumble to myself, putting out my cigarette and running a hand through my hair

I stay outside some more, thinking over this new information about Taehyung. So he's smoked before- but hasn't everybody? He's still just as innocent ...

Footsteps interrupt my travelling thoughts and I turn my head to see Yoongi making his way towards me, smirk on his face

"What's up hoe?" he asks, laughing at my expression as he wraps his arms around my waist from behind and leans his head on my shoulder. My heart thumps a little harder but I try not to think about it,

"Go hug your boyfriend Yoongi" I mumble and I hear him chuckle from behind me, unlatching his arms and leaning next to me on the banister, looking out at the garden

"I'd prefer to fuck him" he muses and I slap his shoulder

"Too much information Yoongi" I point out but he just smiles his gummy smile

"Are you lonely Hoseok?" he asks suddenly and I look down

"Does it matter? It's not like you can do anything about it" I say and he shrugs in response, I hate talking about my feelings to anyone- especially Yoongi, I want him to see me as strong

"Just good to know" he mutters, neither of us looking at each other

"You don't understand Yoongi, you have Jimin" I sigh and even I can hear the tinge of jealousy in my voice

Yoongi suddenly turns to face me, a look in his eyes that I can't place. He slowly brings his lips close to my ear as his hand travels upwards and onto my chest. My heart is beating fast and I find my mind a mess off excitement and confusion,

"What can I say" he rasps into my ear, the atmosphere suddenly changing as his hand starts to trace circles through my thin shirt, "sometimes I get a little tired of being in control" he rasps and I groan a little at his change of tone, my hand slowly beginning to travel down to his ass as he moans slightly at my touch

"Fuck Yoongi" I croak, all the urges in my body suddenly surfacing- it's been a damn long time since I fucked anyone. I place one of my hands on Yoongi's slim waist and push him harshly against the wall of Namjoon's house as he lets in a sharp intake of breath, "why are you doing this to me?" I question, although I don't let him respond. I push my lips onto his too quickly but he immediately responds, both of us too caught up to remember where we are

It's only when we hear the door open that we both snap back to reality,

"I-I'm sorry, I just... Jimin was looking for you Yoongi" Taehyung rambles quickly, his cheeks flushing red as he looks down at his feet in embarrassment. Shit. He caught us.

"Okay" Yoongi sighs, detaching himself from me before walking past Taehyung to go inside, but not before giving his hair a quick ruffle of apology for putting him in such an awkward situation

"Taehyung, you didn't see anything, okay?" I say, my voice coming off a little harsher than I intended and I swear I hear him whimper slightly as his shoulders shake. He nods to himself before following where Yoongi had gone, and once he's left I let out a sigh, rubbing my palms on my face in frustration

Fuck.

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