everybody's fool

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After I left the school I didn't bother to go straight home I went to the beach. I just sat there thinking crying. I wish mom was still alive. I miss her a ton. I wish I was a better fuckin person but I'm just a fuckup. I put on faces every day. The"mean-Dont fuck with me idgaf u dont know me & u never will- smile". And the "happy smile". I know I have to keep Strong for Malachi but I can't and its hard. I can't let anyone in not even Leo. I'm starting to fall for him.... I'm starting to fall in love with him. But he doesn't need me in his life!. I start to cry. I cry hard. I wish things were different. I'm no good. I'm just going to be alone.I hold my knees and cry. I'm just everybody's fool.

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