My Submissive Soulmate

Chapter 1

DRACOS POV

For five years we've been fighting and hating each other. I keep wishing that it was my hatred of him that had me so obsessed with him. But I've since begun to realize that my obsession stems from love and not hate. Now I don't know how to at around him because every hateful word and glare that we exchange breaks my heart a little more each day. The pain in my chest of knowing that the one I love despises me and having to act like I despise him is sometime more then I can bear. There have been quite a few times that I've been sitting all alone and thinking about ending it all, but then I always think about how it would be too hard for me to not see him everyday and not catch a glimpse of the one person who has managed to capture my heart. Then the days come where I see him with another girl and I regret that I am too weak with wanting him to have the strength to end it all. And I guess that's why I don't end it because even though I know it's never going to happen a part of me still believes that one day he'll call me his.

HARRY'S POV

These last few years have been hard. Even though the war has ended and Voldemort is dead there is still much to be done to return to normal. I've been with quite a lot of girls these past 2 years since the end of the war. However I have yet to find one that can capture my attention for more than one night, and the reason is a gorgeous blonde Slytherin who I've been battling wits with for the past 5 years. Draco Malfoy has somehow between the hurtful words and menacing glares managed to capture my undivided attetion, and though I would never admit this out loud I realize I have fallen in love with him. Every time I see him all I want to do is slap my collar on his neck and claim him as my mate. I just know that underneath that cocky dominant shell was a submissive just waiting to be unleashed. Sadly that will never be, there is no way someone like him would ever feel the same way about me let alone be my submissive. So even though it kills me I'll keep up my act of hatred and try to move on.

DRACOS POV

I saw him last night with yet another girl. They were making out in the hallway and stopped when they saw me. She looked at me with disgust, he turned and stared into my eyes and I could feel my heart and soul trying to push me forward yelling MATE in my head. His eyes looked like they showed love and lust. I almost walked over until I remembered she was there and realized that i had just seen what I so desperately wanted not his actual feelings. Using magic I portalled to my parents house to be alone because they were out of town. My legs could barely carry me up to the bathroom where I threw up blood for the 5th time this week. I looked in the mirror at my reflection and i looked pale and sick. Someone as ugly and rotten as me doesn't even desrve to think about him like that let alone wish for his love. I pulled out the razor blade from my cabinet and made a few fresh cuts to add to my growing collection. My eyes were welling up with tears as I went to my room and cried myself to sleep over my slowly breaking heart.

HARRYS POV

I was making-out with this gorgeous girl but all I could think about was how much I wished she was a blonde haired, grey eyed Slytherin. When I pulled back and saw her glaring at someone I turned around and saw Draco standing there and he looked so sad like he was on the verge of tears. I could swear I saw love burning in his gaze, maybe he liked the girl I was with? Either way when he left my soul and heart were in agony and I felt the need to beg him for forgiveness because my soul thinks of him as my mate. Using a tracking spell I found Malfoy an hour later sitting on a bench in a muggle park.

"What do you want Potter?"

"You looked so upset earlier that I...."

"Don't worry about it Potter I'm fine."

"Is it the girl because you can have..."

"Why because you have so many girls throwing themselves at you for a chance in bed with you?"

"No I thought you maybe, kinda liked her."

"God Potter you're an even bigger idiot than I realised."

As he was getting up I grabbed his arm to stop him and a jolt went straight to my heart and I realized why Draco was so mad. We're soul mates and I can tell he has feelings for me which explains why he was so upset about those girls. He ran off before I could say anything, but now that I know we're soul mates and that he wants me nothing, not even Draco himself will keep me from claiming what's mine.

A/N

hey guys here's chapter 1 of 4 of my Drarry fanfic hope you guys like it.