June 29 2016

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When I was little I
Was taught that the world wasn't my story
All the tears I will cry
Wouldn't even make up a sea

Tell me how I'll be found
Let it be known
Tell me who will become still
When I am show

And I'll
Be forgotten in time
No matter how hard I try
I'll be a wasted life
So this is my goodbye

Wake me when I
Have the courage to die
Cause I'm too scared too try
I am a wasted life
So this is my goodbye

I never wanted time
Cause when we are dead, it's all the same
Human mortality
Is a test on our memory

Let me know when I'll go
Will I be loved
Will someone care I'm not there
Am I enough?

And I'll
Be forgotten in time
No matter how hard I try
I'll be a wasted life
So this is my goodbye

Wake me when I
Have the courage to die
Cause I'm too scared to try
I am a wasted life
So this is my goodbye

I'll stop hoping
Stop wishing
Stop singing
Stop living
Stop
I'll stop

I'll stop moving
Stop breathing
Stop thinking
Stop living
Stop
Just stop

And I'll
Be forgotten in time
No matter how hard I try
I'll be a wasted life
So this is my goodbye

Wake me when I
Have the courage to die
Cause I'm too scared to try
I am a wasted life
So this is my goodbye

...is any of my family around? Wyo? Derek?

...Alfie?

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