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I am currently here in the province. In my brother's lying in state. His bed is beautiful. Hehehe. Because we put a lot of efforts to design his bed. Also, he has the cat named, "White", lying above his bed. That cat was actually the passenger on his wheel chair when my bro's still alive. It's so sweet of him. :)

Every time White wakes up, he looks at my bro. He's probably wondering," why isn't he waking up? I have woke up for so many times and he's still not awake?"

He also hugs his picture. He misses him so much.

-Kesha

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"Yah. You're not a kid anymore. Wipe your lips."Jihoon told me while pointing at my lips.

We're eating ice cream. Yes. Ice cream in the middle of a cold weather. Hehehehe. I wiped my lips. I raised my eyebrows, asking if it's gone.

"It's in the corner of your lips."Seungcheol pointed using his index finger. "Lemme do it."

My eyes widened. This is becoming too cliche. I won't let him do it like in the dramas! I won't let him kiss--

I felt a tissue stick to my lips. Oh... So... S-so he won't kiss me? I--I am assuming so much.

I bowed my head because of embarrassment. I wiped it using the tissue. I muttered a silent thanks and continued eating.

We kept quiet for a while.

Suddenly, Seungcheol laughed. We looked at him, weirdly. "I thought you were assuming that I will kiss you. Well, I was planning to do that. But I suddenly remembered, I don't have the rights to do that because you don't like me back. Also, we're just friends."

The atmosphere became dull as he said that. I felt guilty. If he keeps on liking me, I will feel even more guilt. What will happen in the future if he doesn't stop?

"Yeoreum, there is another guy in the group that likes you. If you can't give me a chance, will you give him a chance? For me?"he asked while smiling. I finished my ice cream and answered.

"Whoever that guy is, I will give him a chance. For you."I answered.

Jihoon laughed. "You guys are so serious. Let's have fun today, and forget about those stupid things first."

I smiled at the two of them. We stood up at the bench.

It felt empty inside me. I don't know why.

"Why are you crying? Aren't you happy?"Seungcheol asked while holding my shoulder.

Yes. I wiped my wet cheeks, but the tears kept on trailing down my cheeks. Why am I crying? Why do I feel empty?

"Why do I feel incomplete?"I suddenly asked, just letting my tears trail down while staring at an empty space.

My hand touched my chest. "Here. I suddenly feel incomplete here." pointing at my heart.

Why do I feel this way? My chest feels heavy. I don't want to walk. I... just want to rest for the whole day.

Suddenly, around me spins. My head aches and my eyes hurt. This is happening again. Ugh.

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Unknown

"I want you to take care of her. Don't let anyone or any man touch her. Even if she pushes you away, please withstand the pain. I know you can do it, and I trust you. This is for the best of her and my business."I told the young man as I stare at his innocent-looking face. He has a small figure and has a nice voice to hear.

He smiled at me charmingly. "I'll do it, sir. What about the man who likes her? Should I get rid of him?"

I faked cough. Who is that man? "Yes. You may now leave. You can start now."

"Yes, sir. Ummm, can I tell you one more thing?"he seemed serious and his smile's now gone.

"Go ahead."

"I like her. I was surprised to see her there. I thought they were dating. I know he did that because he knows your plan, sir."he declared.

"Leave."

He bowed ninety degrees and left my office. Choi... I won't let you hurt her even more.

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Lee Jihoon

She's remembering... I think something triggered her. I have to find out what and who.

Firstly, in the slaughtering house. What's in there? Chickens and its parts, butchers, knives, and blood. Knives and blood. Oh, and the smell of blood.

Secondly, the box. It's because of me. I put that box under her pillow because I slept there.

Thirdly, I do not know what and why? Why did she feel like that? I massaged my forehead.

Is it Seungcheol hyung? Or one of my members?

I felt a hand touched my shoulder. It's Seungcheol hyung. "I think she's sick. We should get her check to Doctor Kim Jongdae. She gets headaches a lot."

"I don't think so."

"Jihoon-ah! Do you want her to get sick even more? She has gastritis, don't you know that? Do you want it to become worse and become ulcer? And now... her head... her head... aish. Jihoon-ah, please."Seungcheol hyung pleaded.

I really think we should.

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I think this is the shortest chapter ever. I'm really sorry. I am not in the mood to write. No pictures for this chapter.

Thank you.

I love you wormies.

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