Just Kiss Me [N x Black]

Just Kiss Me

(Black's POV)

N... His full name is Natural Harmonia Gropius... He has long emerald locks and hypnotic gray-blue eyes... His smile is enough to make anyone else smile...
And I love him.
It sounds ridiculous, I know. He probably doesn't even like me the same way. It sounds so ridiculous, sometimes I just like to shove that feeling down deep within me, trying to convince myself that it's all a lie.
But I can't. Why can't I?

During my thinking, I had almost forgotten about the party White was having today. There wasn't really anything to celebrate, but it's nice to get out and do something with your friends every once in awhile.
So I get up and head out to White's place. Her house wasn't that far from mine, and so I knocked on the door. I hear footsteps as the knob turned and finally the door opened to White's face.
She smiled. "You made it! Come on in!" she stepped aside as I walked in. I glanced around and took it all in.
Her house was a bit like mine. The only difference was that it was filled with tons of people. I didn't even know most of them, but I saw Hugh and I waved to him. He then waved me over, so I walked over to him.
"What's up?" he asked
"Nothing really. How about yourself?" I replied.
Hugh shrugged. "Same old, same old."
I took notice of the cup of punch he had in his hands. "Where did you get that?" I asked. He pointed to a table with some snacks and drinks. I said my thanks and went over, grabbing my share of punch and pouring it in a small paper cup. I took a sip, and that's when someone else had arrived. I glanced over to see who it was, and my heart skipped a beat. I nearly dropped my cup when I suddenly began to feel sick.
N's here. He's at the party. What do I do?!
I set down the cup and then sat down in a chair, trying to calm my nerves. I carefully glanced at him, nearly melting at the sight of him. I wanted to be near him. I wanted to hug and kiss him and much more. But...it always felt like he was so far away.
White seemed to notice my staring. Grinning, she walked over. "So, Black, you like N don't ya?" she asked.
I flinched, my face feeling slightly warm. "W-what!? N-no! N-not in the slightest!" I lied.
"Well that drool on your face tells me otherwise."
"I-I was drooling?" She nodded. She suddenly grabbed my wrist and began dragging me over to N. I tried to get out of her grasp. "N-no! Let go!" I shouted. She simply ignored me and continued on.
N was apparently talking to some other people I didn't know, and I was nervous as hell. I didn't know what White thought she was gonna be able to do!
"N! Black! I have a little game for you guys to play," she said. N looked over at me and smiled, in that instant my heart melted.
"Okay," he said simply. White began taking out a small box. Once she did, I could clearly make out the words on the box. Pocky. My eyes widened as I realized what she was wanting us to do and I tried sneaking away, but she grabbed my hood and dragged me back. "So~ there's a game called the pocky game. Basically, player one has their mouth on one end of the pocky while player two puts their mouth on the other end. The first to pull away looses, and the one who gets the most pocky wins!" she said cheerfully.
Where does she get this stuff from? BL manga? Anime?
I took notice of N's expression, and he looked perfectly calm. I, on the other hand, was having a nervous breakdown.
"Sounds fun to me." N then looked at me. "What do you think, Black? Wanna play?" he asked. I gulped, then forced a smile.
"Sure." The pocky was placed in both of our mouth's and my hands were practically shaking. All eyes were suddenly on both of us and I was frozen.
I couldn't take it anymore. I bit down on the pocky and ran out the door. I could hear White call my name but I ignored her.
I plopped down outside of the house, finally able to get some fresh air. I thought I was alone until the door opened. I looked up and I saw N. He sat down beside me, looking at me.
"Are you alright?" he asked me. I looked at my feet and nodded silently. "Ya know, if you didn't want to play that game, you could've just said no." I looked back up at N, but he was focusing his attention ahead of him.
"But, uh, I was able to get another pocky." He looked at me and smiled that smile. "If you'd like we could try again."
Damn it all. He was so cute and hot. We were all alone too... Should I do it? Now?
It's now or never...
I cupped N's cheeks and pressed my lips against his softly. I could feel him tense up a bit, so I pulled away. I looked down at my feet, a bit ashamed.
"I'm sorry...I just--" I suddenly felt soft lips on mine. My eyes widened, then I relaxed and kissed him back. Our fingers interlocked and I never felt happier in my entire life. He lightly bit my lip in an attempt to ask for entrance. I accepted and opened my mouth, letting out a soft moan.
After a bit, we pulled away for air. "So...does this mean..." I began.
N smiled at me and caressed my cheek, staring at me right in the eyes. "Yes. I love you, Black."
My heart skipped a bit at hearing those words come out of his mouth.
"Ah dammit. Just kiss me," I said, pressing my lips against his again. And he kissed back.

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I hope I did well in this one. I REALLY like this ship so expect more of it in the future! I was trying hard to fit the title in here somewhere as well xD Well, I guess this is goodbye until the next one. Stay fresh my peoples.