A depressed Izaya (shizaya LOVE STORY, BL)

Chapter five

Izaya POV:
I woke up to Shizuo hugging me tightly.
"Shizuo-san".
I couldn't move. He woke up and i felt my face start to heat up.
"Shizuo, come on let me go".
"Izaya, you're all red".
"Who's fault is that", i thought.
He kissed me and he looked at me.
"You're too cute".
"Huh, I'm not cute".
He finally let me go and i looked away from him. I felt him tap my shoulder.
"Hey, I'm going to make breakfast, but first I'm going to change your bandages".
I took my shirt off and he unwrapped the bandages.
"You're hands are cold".
"They are well just bare with it please".
He stopped.
"I'm going to disinfect it now, this might sting a little".
"Okay".
He sprayed and it hurt.
"Ouch".
"Sory did that hurt"?
"Yes".
He continued to clean it and then he wrapped the new bandages around my wound.
"There finish, you see it wasn't that bad".
"Yeah I guess it wasn't", i said as hurrily put the oversized shirt on. I felt my face heat up more just thinking about him touching my back and side. It was so embarrassing. But I'm 23 years old, i need to stop acting like a high school girl.
"Are you alright", shizuo asked.
"I'm fine".
I didn't look at him. I felt him pick me up and then he looked at me.
"Your face is completely red, are you embarrassed about something".
"Isn't it obvious, you told me that you loved me, of course i would be embarrassed".
"You're embarrassed because of me"?
"Yeah".
He started to smile and laugh.
"You know I never notice how cute you are because you always would run after taunting me. Right now, your face is as red as a tomato, it's really cute".
"Shizuo, put me down please, this is embarrassing".
He put me down and looked at me.
WARNING UP AHEAD SOME YAOI:
He kissed me and held me close to him. I fell back onto the bed and suddenly, he kissed me again after getting on top of me.
"Shizuo-san".
I felt his hand go up my shirt as he kissed me. This guy who stole my first kiss, is going to steal my virginity. This is really embarrassing. Too embarrassing.
He pulled off my shorts and underwear. He started to jack me off.
"Ah....Shi...zuo, ngh, this is embarrassing....ah, shi...zu..o", i tried to say.
"You're so cute".
He kissed me again. I came and he lifted my legs up and put finger in.
"Wait....Shizuo".
He trailed his tongue down my chest, to my stomach and to my cock. It was so embarrassing.
"Ah, ngh...shizu...Shizuo....wait".
He put another finger in.
"Ah....hah....hah..".
He kept stetching it.
"I'm going to put it in".
He took off his shirt and short and put his in.
"I'll go slow".
"Shizuo.....ah".
Tears came to my eyes.
He push it through slowly and then began to move.
After the 15 minutes past.....
"Hey are you mad", Shizuo said as he carried me to bath room.
"A little, because it was embarrassing".
He put me in the bath tub and then he got in with me.