Sameera
I can't feel anything. But I feel that it won't be long until I leave this state. I know I'll be fine, but even the thought seems horrible. I am afraid that if I ever wake up from this state of mine - which is covered with my blood and my clothes - I'll be able to feel again, to go through the pain of being used again, because I feel that he's using me for his own motives. Allowing myself to be used is wrong, but what can I do? I'm in love.
Love, even in this state, I'm thinking about him. I'm so, so stupid! I'm so angry at myself. I want to scream, but I can't! I want to.
Oh! I want to!
I'm subconscious. My eyes are partially open. I see his face. He's worried.
Of course he'd be. Who'll help him if I die? His life would remain unsolved. But who knows if he finds another stupid girl. I don't even want to think about it.
I hear Meera's voice, screaming that she needs to see me, no matter which condition I'm in. But I know he won't let her see me. He wants me to be cured and be useful for him again. Or not.
Shit happens! And it has, at least for him and me. I wish I don't wake up. I wish I don't.
I wish!
Mt story is terrible! But it doesn't start from this stupid hospital. It starts two months ago, in a deserted street, when I first saw him...
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Hi! Namaste! Salaam! Hope you like the beginning. The banner is made by befikre. Thank you so much! She has made our icon, too! Isn't she great? Our header and the cover for this book by Rani_ki_Deewani. Thanks, sistah! And... Not to forget, the tagline of this book - "Two damaged people make the most beautiful story" - has been taken from the book 'Sisterly Intervention' by ArshiDokadia. Thanks for letting us borrow it, sis. Anyway, updates every Sunday, Stay Tuned!
And for the updates every Sunday, as ArshiDokadia says, In Sha Allah!
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Eligible For Love (COMING SOON)
RomanceVaibhav is a man in need of revenge for his parents' murder. He thinks that he is so full of hatred that he can't ever fall in love. Sameera is a woman who's still trying to get over the demons of her 3-month long abusive marriage. She thinks that l...
