Hi again guys, sorry but this song is going to be one of my emotional ones. I was listening to the lyrics, and the second verse (not the chorus) really stood out to because i am one of the few people in the world who want to be different from everyone else. But now i'm not so sure, because i have been teased by one of my friends about something i was wearing and i was quite hurt. I wore it because it was comfortable, not because it looks nice. If something is not comfortable, i don't wear it. But what he said to me really hurt.
I have been noticing that a lot of people have been looking at me weirdly at school, and i really wish someone would tell me that it isn't because they don't like me or think i am (a bad) different. Someone today, while i was walking past a group of older girls, called out to me and made fun of my surname, making it sound horrible.
Sorry if i was blabbering a bit, i gust needed to get this down, it helps to write my feelings down, but please don't feel pity for me, i don't really care what they think anyway, but it hurts being made fun of because you are actually brave enough to be who you are around people.
this song is called Mean Girls by Rachel Crow
(Sorry if this is to sad for you.)
Lyrics
Do you ever go to lunch with no one by your side
Cause the moment you arrive they all leave the table
Calling me everything but my name
Need I remind you again just call me Rachel
How would you feel if you running home crying
Lock yourself in your room, don't want anyone to see ya
While everyone's having fun outside, and you're telling yourself
I won't let it get to me no more
I don't wanna feel this way
I can't believe I let it go so far
No no, it's not okay
What do you know about me?
Do you wanna know what I think?
Mean girls, mean girls
I'm a just comb you outta my curls
Mean girls, mean girls
You no longer run my world
Mean girls, mean girls
I'm a just comb you outta my curls
How would you feel every time you go to school
Someone's looking at you weird calling you a loser
All these girls wearing bubble-gum pink
Guess I didn't get the memo
Cause they're laughing at my blue shirt
Well I hope you feeling good about you treating someone you know like a perfect stranger
Cause it's easier than standing by my side
Ohhh
I won't let it get to me no more
I don't wanna feel this way
I can't believe I let it go so far
No no, it's not okay
What do you know about me?
Do you wanna know what I think?
Mean girls, mean girls
I'm a just comb you outta my curls
Mean girls, mean girls
You no longer run my world
Who do you think you are
Loud mouth, cafeteria star
Maybe somebody was cruel to you
So you think that's what you're supposed to do
One day, it might be you
When you need a friend, but you no longer cool
When everyone leaves when you walk in the room
I just hope they forgive you
I won't let it get to me no more
I don't wanna feel this way
I can't believe I let it go so far
No no, it's not okay
What do you know about me?
Do you wanna know what I think?
Mean girls, mean girls
I'm a just comb you outta my curls
Mean girls, mean girls
You no longer run my world
Mean girls, mean girls
I'm a just comb you outta my curls
Mean girls, mean girls
You no longer run my world
Just so you know, i did cry a bit, but not a lot, the pain you feel is quite horrible. Like i said before, not many people have the courage to be themselves on the inside and outside, and i certainly try to be myself. I don't think he knows what he did to me.
Anyway, keep your heads up people, and don't let everyone else get you down! Take my advice, and be yourself, and be proud! Wheezy out!
(sorry, wrong chapter number, heh!)
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