I-I Love You!

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I woke up the next morning alone. There wasn't anyone home. At least that's what I thought. The coldness of the room gave off a creepy aura. I slowly got up. "This isn't my room...." I slowly rubbed my eyes and blink as my blurry vision cleared. I was in another room than yesterday. Wait. I looked outside. "Midnight?" I guess I didn't sleep for very long.

I opened the door to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. The collar thing was off. When did he take that off anyway? It's been almost three years since that last incident happened with that one man. I shook my head. That's the past. I won't see him again.

A sudden thought popped up into my head. If Levi wasn't home, he's probably on a date or running an errand. I mean why else wouldn't he tell me where he was? I frowned. My clothes. Where are they? I'll find them after I take a shower.

I turned the water on and stepped in letting the warm water wash down my back. This time, I could collect my thoughts.

"What I have gotten myself into..." I muttered. This doesn't make sense, none of it does. Why would I be the first person that he tries this with. He seems pervy enough to do it with other kids. I shut my eyes. This is stupid, my arrogance made me do this. No, I made myself do this. I wanna go home, I want to quit!

I realized my hands with balled into a fist and tears fell from my eyes. I was scared. I didn't know what to do. And I could cry, because Levi wasn't here. "This sucks, I hate it! Why do I have to be here!?" I thought aloud.

After I finished I wrapped a towel around my waist. I have to hurry before Levi gets home. I walked around the house till I found my clothes with a note.

Eren, went out to run an errand I'll
Be back by probably when you're asleep. Stay in the house and keep the doors locked. Do not go outside without me or another person. I've made my first move. Now it's your turn.

I blinked. His move? What was the move? Well, one things for sure. I'm not staying here. Fuck that I'm going home. Why do I have to stay in the house? I grabbed my clothes and got changed. I quickly grabbed my back and opened the door. "See? Nothing." I murmured. Slowly I began to walk.

The wind was cold and leaves rustled. Something about this place doesn't seem right. I hugged myself as the temperature dropped.

Crack!

"....!" I turned around in a heart beat. That came from behind me. I started to walked backwards until I forced myself to believe it was just a squirrel or something. I turned back around. A black car began to role slowly down the road. I dove into some bushes just incase. Once I saw it was clear I slowly got up and start to walk. This was creepy.

I soon approached my apartment and walked upstairs to my floor. When I pulled down on the handle it was unlocked.

"What....I'm sure I locked it this morning..." I muttered. I slowly opened the door. It was pitch black. I found the light switch and turned it on. Nothing was out of the ordinary. Well, except for someone sitting on the couch.

"Looks like you didn't listen..." It was Levi. I backed up and started to shake. "I told you to stay in the house didn't I? You're lucky nothing happened." He stood up. "You made your move, but right here I can make my own move again. Because you chose wrong." I gulped.

"H-hey....I-I'm here a-at my apartment because I quit. I'm done, I'm serious this time. I'm done with your insane games. You win!" I was terrified now.

"You think I'll let you quit so easy? Have you broken already?" He asked.

"I don't know! I just know I'm done! Just!- Just don't hurt me!" I shouted. Levi's facial expression went to mad, to surprised.

"Hurt you....?" He asked. I nodded.

"You told me you hurt the other kids! I don't wanna be like that! I don't want that to happen to me! So just let me cry and move on to the next kid!" Levi was taken back by this, he was almost pale white.

"Eren-" he began to walk towards me. My eyes were already hot with tears, but I swallowed them down and roughly rubbed my eyes.

"I get that it's your job but I don't want to end up like a perfect kid! I'm not perfect! No one is! I-in fact. I'm fucking retarded! So I quit and I'm done!" I tried to race out the door, but he got a hold of my arm.

"EREN!" His voice was meant to be harsh but it only came out loud. I slowly looked back at him.

"You see....I'm crying...you win. Go move on to the next kid. Just forget me like you forgot the rest. Because that's easy right." Tear streamed from my eyes but I wasn't sobbing. In fact I was angry.

Levi pulled me back into the room and shut the door locking in. I didn't take my eyes off of him. "Lay down..." His voice was soft and smooth. I slowly sat down on the couch. Then I rested myself face up. "The thing is Eren, I don't beat up kids. I would be put in jail for that....what I am is a therapist. So piece it together. You lose by crying and talking about feelings. That's was a therapist is for. To listen, I'm the type of therapist that's harsh as that's goes out on the bad boys or, trouble makers. I get them to crack and they talk. And I uh...wasn't supposed to do...that to you yesterday. It sorta just happened." I stared at Levi in disbelief. But if I told him my true feelings he'd would never accept them.

"Levi...I-I can't tell you my feelings." I said looking away from him.

"Why?" He asked.

"Because....if I did you'd turn me down." I said softly. I turned back to Levi. He was sitting down in front of me, then Levi glanced back at me.

"What do you mean...?" He asked a bit surprised. I sighed how thick could he get?

"What I mean is that I love you Levi. I just do! And I can't have these feelings for you. Especially because your a god damn teacher!" His eyes widened. "I act so snooty because I feel horrible. I feel like my life is dropping into lava. You can recover it. But it'll only cool when I lose everything. And I almost have..." I covered my eyes with my forearm and cried softly. I wasn't too loud because that would be embarrassing.

Levi leaned close to my face and locked lips with mine, my eyes were wide with surprised. what is he doing!?! My mind raced as I saw his closed eyes. Soon I closed my eyes too and kissed him back slowly wrapping my arms around his back as he leaned in.

His tongue roughly played with mine. We'd part out lips then reconnect them glancing at each other every now then with feverish eyes.

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