The Crazy Things We Do (a mindless behavoir story )

the secrets come out.

(roc pov)

me:okay you go first.

diamond; okay what do you want to know.

me:what was your childhood like.

diamond; well I only remember things from 5 on up.

me:okay start from their

diamond; well we I was five my life okay at least that what I thought everything was cool then one I was talking about my birthday because it was coming up.....one day my mom had a shift at work and my step father came home at nights I was in my room sleeping and he came in and told me good night I said it back and he left out.....then he had friends come over because I heard them down stairs I just laid in my bed while he was down stairs getting drunk finally they left 30 minutes later because I didn't her the TVs and no more loud mouth people so I just laid their waiting for my mom to come home and his phone had rung and he ask why she had to stay till the morning and I didn't know what she said he went into their room and slammed thbe door......then her opened it and came out he came into my room and shut the door he turned on my lamp that was on my night stand and start so pull my covers. off of me and he started say it won't hurt and it will be fine and if I scream he will cut me....so he laced me on my back and lifted up my night gown and slide my underwear off and I cried because I knew he wasn't suppose to do that......he had sat his pocket knife on my night stand and said it will be waiting for you....then I was crying my eyes out because I wanted him to leave.....after he took off my underwear he threw them across the room then he said it won't hurt and it will be fine and if I scream he'll cut me......then he started to take off his paint and I ran but he pulled me back and said now I gonna make it worse because you tried to run......then he threw me back on my bed lifted my night gown up and smiled and I cried.....he then start to rape me.....I screamed for my life then he covered my mouth but that didn't stop me from screaming and crying my eyes out.... he then stop 30 minutes later grabbed his pocket knife and put to my thigh and cut me.....I still have that scar till this day....

me; (in tears ) OMG I'm so sorry (runs to her and hug her)

diamond; it not your fault (hugging back)

me;can I see the scar??

diamond; sure (shows him the scar)

me;OMG that must have been a deep cut..

diamond; yea he almost paralyzed me in this one leg.

me:thank God you didn't.

diamond; I know right

me ;so what happened at the age of 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15

diamond; well after I healed down their ya know were my birthday was 2  days away and I had the biggest welcome home/birthday party

when I was 6 my life went good nothing happened to me I was a regular 6 year old...when I turned 7 I was a regular 7 year old... when I turned 8 it was regular nothing happened... when I turned 9 I was a regular nine year old..... when turned 10 that's when a hell come about it was almost time for me to turn 11 and me and my mom and big brother and big sister were gonna go to Texas... but all of a sudden my dad want to come back and spend time with me so my mom said yes and I would be staying for two weeks my mom told me to call and text every day so that's when I said she you later and left....we got to his house and I meet his wife and daughter and he showed me were I would be. sleeping....I could tell the wife and daughter didn't like me because they would mean mug me but it didn't bother me.....the 4th day I was their that when it all started my dad was at work and I was home with them two I heard the wife yell me name and I went to go see what she had wanted.... when I went down their and she got in my face and slapped me so I slapped her back and said I ain't even do shit to you she smiled and hit me again I threw a punch and we started to fight my dad walked in and broke the fight up and he asked why we were fight and I said because she called my name I had came down to see what she had wanted when I was down here she came in my face and just slapped me so I slapped her back and said I didn't even do nothing she look at me and hit me again I threw a punch and that's how it started 'he looked at me in then her and said is that true she lied and said no he believed her and I went. back to my room .......he came up their and told me to get up so I did and he dragged me to the basement put me in a chair and tied me up.....then he beat me with every thing in sight a belt,a hammer,a shoe,his hands, wood,a ranch and then when he got done he said sorry and left me their for two days no food no water nothing just pain and  bruises.... his wife came down and smiled in my face pay backs a bitch...the he came down stairs untied me and carried me up stairs because I couldn't walk he laid me on my bed and left my their.... I saw my phone and I had the strength to pick it up I texted my mom and told what happened an hour later she showed up at the door and ran to the room saw me and broke down crying ....she took my things to the car carried me to the car and rushed me to the hospital... my dad had move out of town and never heard another word from him his wife or daughter....

me;your father did that why would he do that

diamond ; I don't know but I don't label him as and father..

me;I can understand why I wouldn't either

diamond; (in tears ) I wanted to know what she said that made time do that and I remember what he said while he was beating me he said never bring another boy in his house I. tried to talk but I was being chocked

me; so she lied and said you started the fight and had a boy in the house

diamond;yea that's what happened

me; so what happened from their one like when you were 12??

diamond; umm remember when you were in the car talking about me

me;yea... wait how did you know about that

??

diamond; because I forgot to had up the phone when I went to her door..

me;ohh..wait so you heard our conversation??

diamond; whole thing and I know that the guys wanna know so I'll tell you at the same time so I won't have to say it twice cause I really don't wanna say it at all.

me;okay..so then you know that I like you???

diamond; yes I know and I like you to

me; oh God thank you will you be my girl???

diamond; yes I will be your girl..

me ;thank God you are so beautiful

diamond; thank you but I knew that (laughing )

me; you got jokes Okay I see you now let's go get ray and them I about to text them

diamond; Okay