Love Hate Relationship

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He knew exactly what he was doing
When he started smiling like that
I already see where this is going
Somebody will get too attached.

He was standing way too close
When I felt him breathing on my neck
And my conscious turned to toast
So, I denied no pleasure & live with no regrets.

Now I'm stuck
In a place of confusion
We can't control ourselves
And our love will burn in ruin.

Still, you touch my skin
And you apologize
You say we're only friends
Even though we know it's a lie.

I'm getting frustrated
By this ignorance I feel
I just can't interpretate it
If it's fake or if it's real.

I want you in my life, bad
But I'm confused still
Because we aren't even like "that"
And can't deny what we feel.

So I'll keep my peace for now
Although, I have so much to say to you
But I'll never know how
Because not only do I love everything you say and do

But you have made me hate it too.

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