Oh how we've grown

When I first saw you , my exact thoughts were
"wow she's gorgeous "
But being the insecure person that I was ,yet still am I didn't know if you
would notice...
So I kept my thoughts to myself ,didn't wanna make you lose your mind ,become uncontrolled or unfocused.
My focus wanted to be on you but I kept that unknown,
I started to focus on someone else maybe to keep my mind off you
but my heart said no
And then you came around more often than usual and I became anxious but I had to keep pretending my heart was loaned
But now when I come back to reality I often think oh how we've grown

I must admit when I moved away there was a time I forgot about you
I thought you were happy enjoying life and doing good in school
But the moment I forgot was the moment I met
someone else
She was light skinned, beautiful, and thick in health
I thought she loved me and I thought I loved her until I...
I fell
Mentally, and she was too scared to help me up so she took my heart
with her in hell
Then you came around in the same state as me
We've helped each other but not yet happy as can be
...with all the ingredients
I found that with you my mind my soul my life is a
sweet sounding mediant.
Damn I wish before all that I would have known
             Oh how we've grown.