Who are you ?

My life...

Before I walk out of the house I look at my self in the mirror and all I can see is a pale girl with rosy cheeks, full red pout  lips but sorrow and detirmed looking eyes. I squint as I realize why people always say I look moody. I like smiling but I mean like smiling all the time to me seems weird .I check the time and walk through the hall way to the front door. School is just 2 roads away not so long to get their. I like going school because it takes me away from the memories. I hate remembering the times when...

Dad come  home late and my mum asked where have you been. He just says gone to town.I know aht he's really been doing and that's gambling and devil worshipping.My mum well she gets drunk and hits me all the time because of her severe depression given from my dad.She stresses a lot and gets a lot of panic tacks.I remember   when it was worse she couldn't even go out. I live in a dump  where my dad keeps taking out loans and spending on stupid stuff like designer clothes wen he cant even afford things for us. urgh... I hate them times.poeple tell me I worry to much but how can you not when you have so much to worry about nd you want a good future which was put in with all my effort.

back to reality. I didn't  even realise im in the back gates walking into school. I walk past huge crowds to my fiends.they are waving and I give them a huge smile and we hug.yeah that's what we always  do when we see each other.my  friends are great  they support me  in every way.but im not like them girls who come to school and tell every one about family problems .I hate that. They are in different forms ,so I have to walk alone.i walk in and miss tells us that the seating  plan's have changed.God. I hope I don't sit next to Shaan.He's so annoying  he says I talk weird.I think I don't .Everyone in High school are people I didn't know before which I think is cool because you don't  get based on who you were before but who you are now.Miss Hales called everyone names.Maria and Shanaz,Aleema and Adil,Justin and karissa,AMARA and Shaan.You got to be kidding me.I move towards the table in the front where I'm ment to sit.I sit down and get out my book like I always do.Shaan come and  screams" you tink im gonna sit next to her fam nah in your dreams" he's the typical freaks who limp when they walk and have their boxers showing.He has a disgusting  "v"  on his hair and a piercing though his ear.He is olive colour  and has brown  small eyes attempting to scare me as he glares.WOW seriously he thinks I'm scared of him.Yeah sure.Then here came Miss Patha the head of English because  my form class is in the English  corridor and her room is right next door.I hate having eye contact with her she kind of freaky .She told  Shaan " sit down or I will shove your head down the toilet ".I was laughing my head off and I actually stated to cry.Everyone went "oooooh" when Miss Patha told him off. Shaan  tells me to "shut up idiot" in a furious tone with his chest heaving and fists ready to  punch me.I put my hands up in surrender and say "calm down not my fault miss hates you".The bell rang that  second .Thank God he probably would have punched me.He's not  scary its just that I don't want to get in trouble and get humiliated if he actually wins the fight.I walk to Art one of my subjects that I love because I get to express my emotions in a creative way without judging.I walk in and everyone is their like usual but for some reason I have a weird feeling about today.My instincts are usally right .OH  well.