New Hope.

Chapter 2

                       (ZOEYZ P.O.V)
A few days have passed and there finally letting me go home with the supervision of Lee. As I aproch the house I notice a cop car in my drive way.
"Lee why are the cops here?" I ask, looking at him nerviously
" I honestly dont know" He looks just as confused as I fell. Lee opens the door there's a cop on his hands and knees cleaning the house
" Excuse me sir but why are you cleaning my house"
" We didnt want you freaking out when you saw all the blood"
" It dosent phase me anymore this has been happening for six months." The officer glances over at me his name tag reads Chris.
" I have to report this." I glance around the room noticing all the blood still on the walls and staned carpets
" come on Zoey lets go get some food" Less says grabbing my wrist pulling me light in the direction of down stairs.
"He dosent have to clean the house I can do it"
" let him" He lets go of my wrist.
" I need new carpet" I whisper looking around. "I... I dont think I can do this I lied I need out of here" I say tears forming in my eyes " I have horabel memory's in this house... I...I need out of here"
"Ill take you back to my place" He says, grabbing the keys out of his pocket. I notice a few blood stanes on the wall.
"Zoey come on" He says, grabbing my wrist gentaly tugging. I move along.
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I walk threw the front door of Lees house and instantly I feel at home. Its just like I remember it big and beautiful. The walls are still white with pictures of him and his family all over the house. The kitchen oh the kitchen is to die for it has deep sinks, granet counter tops,very spacious, and a beautiful center island. I walk into his bed room the first thing I notice is the letter I rought him two years ago when we were togother, I walk over to it gentaly touching it I read it.

Dear Lee,
Where to start. Your the most amazing guy I have ever meet I couldn't image my life with out you I love you so much and would be devastated if you ever left or some thing has happened to us. Your the light to my dark days the sun to my world the calm to my storm. I cant explane how much you mean to me nothing can compare to you. I love you so much Lee and nothing will change that. And I mean nothing. I know here lately you've been talking about going into the milatary and it tears me down knowing your leaving soon knowing you could get shot any minute but I still love you I will always love you no matter what your the love of my life Lee. Im sorry if I seam grumpy or upset Its just the thought of you leaving and something happening to you. Well its time to stop wrighting I can feel the tears forming now. I just want to let you know I love you so much and you mean every thing to me.
Love Zoey.
Flash back to this day. I walk out with tears in my eyes handing you the letter sitting on the couch next to you. You read the letter as I get up and exit the room. After a bit you come in the room and wrap me up in a hug siting next to me on the bed  whispering " Baby I love you every things gonna be ok. Nothings gonna tear us apart I wont let it" I cry harder as you gentaly rub my back holding me tighter. I fall asleep in your arms and wake the next day cuddling in bed with you. I hear foot steps snapping me back to reality. Lee walks in
"Why didn't you take it down?" I ask, turning to face you
" I... lets not talk about that" He says, nerviousl looking around.
"There has to be a reason you didn't take it down" I say, looking at him confused.
" I said lets not talk about that" He says, a hint of anger in his voice I let it go and sit on the bed. This house really feels like home I miss it and honestly im starting to think I never got over Lee. We went separate ways when he went into the millatartly he didn't want me worring about him but in reality I worried more and was constantly checking the news for updates. He said it kills him us going our seprate ways he was only trying to do whats right he didnt want me wateing months just to see him for a bit then him have to leave again yeah we could of wrought but its not the same as him being here and well he just called it off I agree it was a good choice. Being back in this house it made me realize every thing I lost when we went our seprate ways. He was the best thing that has ever happened to me and losing him was devastating for a while I quit talking to people and socializing I would have random break downs. Id smell something, hear something or touch something that reminded me of him. It was awful after about a moth  my friend had enough of it and set up a blind date with Alec everything was fine then shit hit the fan and he got physical. I always thought of Lee and how hed never lay a hand on me let alone hurt me I always had flash back of the good times with Lee I swear thats what saved me while I was with Alec when he got physical I would close my eyes and think of  Lee and how much I miss him but push the thought out I figured he has forgot about me and dosent care about me anymore. I figured he would find a girl and be happy. Any girl would be lucky to have him he's such a gentalman. A single tear rolls down my cheek as I remember all the good times me and Lee had together. I cant beilive I didn't fight to keep him around and try to change his mind I let him go I let go an opportunity of a life time. I finally found  the one and let him slip threw my fingers I look up to find Lee standing in the door way looking at me smiling softly I wipe the tears away and sit up taller. He takes a seat next to me not once breaking  eye contact.
"I still have the drawling you made me" He says, opening the knight stand  and there lays all the love letters and drawls I ever made him neatly organized by date.
"I read them every night before bed. I was never abel to throw them away I couldnt.I cant..."He grabs all the letters and the drawlings sprawling them out on the bed laying next to me. I read all the letters suddenly he gently moves a strand of hair out of my face and behind my ears I look over at him shyly.
"God I miss this"He whispers, leaning his head against mine. We lay there for what feels like hours and don't, say a word just enjoying each others company. I wonder what he's thinking.
"Lee" I whisper "what are you thinking about?" I ask quietly.
"You" He whispers, pushing a strand of hair out of my face.