Sango called me last night telling me what happened in the morning.
I sighed and pulled on a off shoulder long sleeved pale pink shirt with black shorts and knee brown fur boots.
I pulled my hair in a side ponytail and I put a locket necklace on then I walked outside.
Today was Saturday, a day off.
I streached as I walk down the street wih my bag in my hands.
"What to do? Maybe stop my the park? Go shopping? Hmmm~ So many choices." I smiled and decided to go shopping.
I stopped by a mall near our apartment and I enter it. I walked to the clothes section of the mall and looked at some of the dresses.
Sango solved her relationship problem...what about mine?
I looked down and exited the shop in the mall then walked to the food court.
I don't trust someone easily into a romantic relationship...it's not easy.
I walked to a pizza hut and got some cheese pizza and a coke.
I sat down at a small 2 people table, sighing.
What am I suppose to do?
Do I like Inuyasha or not?
Love is so confusing to me.
I took a bite of my pizza.
I guess to someone like me who's...life...has been yeah...it's hard.
I'm not like Sango or Rin. K mean sure I trust people, I care for people.
But when you been raised the way I have, it's hard.
I hate it. I don't know what to think sometimes.
I do like Inuyasha, but is it deeper than a friend?
Do I...love him?
I sipped my coke through a straw.
He's different from anyone I know.
Different from family and friends.
I guess our relationship is deeper...but how deep?
I ate a cookie they gave me for being the 1st person to buy a pizza.
I'm so confused on this subject.
Love is so perfect. So beautiful.
Thinking of doing stuff like kissing and hugging a special way...I don't want to do it that way.
But with Inuyasha....I want too? What's the difference?
Ugh, this subject is so co fusing especially with Inuyasha.
I walked back home after dumping my tray.
I looked at the cloud as I headed home.
Clouds are white, puffy, and graceful in a weird way.
In a weirder way so is Inuyasha.
I rubbed my hair, messing it up a little.
I think I'm going crazy because of the subject.
This is so stupid! I usually know the answer to most things, but this is o hard!
Now that I think about it.
I stopped at a garden as I admire the pretty flowers.
I'm Insercure and stupid around him.
I stood up and continue my walk.
He's different on a relationship slave, but how?
Do...I love Inuyasha?
This question rang throughout my head as I sighed.
Kissing, hugging, and loving I want to do with him.
But with others I don't.
He's always there, he's the one person in my heart. I think about him all the time, I wish a lot of times we had something more.
I...I love him.
I stood at the sidewalk, running my fingers through my hair, taking it out of the side ponytail.
