I woke up and looked at the time 6:00. WHAT!! I am not a morning person. I couldn't fall back asleep so I went to the kitchen.
I had that feeling where some people have when they feel like no one likes them and where people pretend to be your friend. (A/N this is really happening to me right now) I went to the utensils drawer and took out a knife. I cut one big line down my arm and some small ones to the side.
I ran to the sink to wash the blood off.
"Sam?" I heard Harry say walking down stairs.
CRAP!!!!
I grabbed a towel and put it over my hand.
"Hey." I said holding back tears cause my hand was burning.
"IM AWAKE!!" Louis screamed.
"NOW I AM!!" Zayn said coming down stairs.
I went to the stove to cook some breakfast.
"Hey!" Zayn said walking over to me.
"Hey!" I said walking over to the fridge. CRAP my towel fell off.
"SAM WHAT IS THAT!!" Zayn yelled.
He took my hand.
"Uhhhh..." was all I can say.
"Nononononononononono please don't do this please." he said at the edge of tears.
"Zayn I.." i began.
"Come upstairs." he said grabbing my hand and walking up stairs.
I sat down on what was his bed I think.
"Sam why?" Zayn asked.
"Well in the morning I woke up and I..i wasn't sure about life. I felt like Lori my BFF pratically my sister doesn't like me. and my BFF at school are just there because I have no friends. and you guys you guys probably just let me stay here cause I'm a fan. and....and I'm ugly and fat and stupid and everything!!" I yelled.
Zayns head was just looking at the floor.
"Lejla don't think that i....i" Zayn said before I cut him off.
"Please Zayn don't." I said.
I looked up and his lips smashed into mine. I pulled away.
"Zayn uh." I said.
"Oh my gosh I'm so sorry Sam."
"No Zayn its all right but why?"
"Sam I'm in love with you from the second I saw you to now."
"Oh." I just said.
"Sam?"
"Yea Zayn." I said looking into his dark brown eyes.
"Do you.....do you....never mind." he said looking down sadly.
"Zayn please tell me." I begged.
"Uhh do u want to be my girl...girlfriend?"
I just stared at him. I wanted to but I didn't know if he did like me or not.
"Do you really like me Zayn? Like enough to actually date me?" I asked I didn't want to take a risk and be heartbroken at the end.
"What do you think? I litterly want to squeeze you to death that's how bad I want you." he said truthfully.
"Well.......ill answer your question later." I said smirking.
"WHAT!! why would you do this to me?"
"Well because that's just me." I replied. I jumped off his bed and walked down the stairs. I stopped for a moment and sat down on a stair. I looked at my hand and there was blood dripping everywhere. it was burning a lot.
"ZAYN!!!" I yelled really dizzy.
Zayns POV
"ZAYN!!" I heard Sam yell from the stairs. I ran out of my room and to the stairs.i found Sam on the stairs with closed eyes head back and blood everywhere on her arm. WOW she cut a lot.
"SAM,SAM!!!!" I yelled shaking her.
Everyone came and saw what happened. we headed straight to the hospital with Sam in my hands on the car drive.
