I'm a lie,
When you look away I cry wipe the tears from my eyes and smile for you.
I feel so alone when I'm with you.
You yell at me and I forgive you.
When I look in the mirror I see my true reflection, a broken heart ,with nothing left to loose because it's already been lost.
I pretend not to care so you won't see that you've gotten the best of me.
I've become tired of faking my happiness for you.
Can you make me feel real again or was I ever real to you?
Am I alive or dead inside?
And all these lies written across my body in straight lines , blood drips out of them while I cry , I feel like I'm drowning in my pain.
You could've saved me,
My only hope was you, but honestly I only have my self to blame for trusting in you.
