We all have secrets

Chapter one

Hi. I'm Nikki, and I'm going to tell you about my story.

Well it all started when...

I was at school. It was a usual day, boring, but somewhat fun.

I held Jason's hand, my boyfriend. We've been together for about 2 months now. Everyone hates it tho. Jason is the popular guy. He is an amazing football player and all the girls drool all over him. I mostly got dirty looks and was called names. Behind all that I was just a happy teenage girl.

Well today was different. I walked into the cafeteria sitting at my usual spot waiting for Jason when a new kid sat beside me. "Excuse me? My boyfriend is sitting here" I said with a slight attitude. He looked up at me and smiled. Why was he smiling? He just looked at me with his blank face. He then spoke three words. "death is coming" he said and stood up walking away. I was confused on what he was talking about. I guess he was just some emo kid.

Jason arrived about 3 minutes after with anger all over his face. He walked towards me his hands in a fist form. He began to yell at me. "YOU F*CKING SL*T" he yelled at me. "What are you talking about?" I said in a calm voice. "YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID!" He yelled back. I looked to the side seeing the other girls snickering and pointing. I knew they were up to something. I looked back to Jason but I felt a fist colloid with my face. I was on the floor with a bloody nose. Jason had punched me. "WERE OVER YOU WORTHLESS PEICE OF SHIT" he walked away and everyone pointed and laughed at me. Everyone got a kick or punch out of me. I had become the school punching bag.

The next day I thought everything would be fine. But it wasn't. Everyone stared at me and whispered to me behind my back. I put my headphones in and pretended I wasn't in the world. I put my hood on and carried my books down the hallways. Someone had actually walked up to me and hit them out of my hands. I rolled my eyes and told him to f*ck off. My usual two words. My best friend ana came up to me helping me pick of my books. "You ok?" She said looking at me. "Ya. I'm just a school punching bag now. You know" she nodded and gave me a hug whispering into my ear. "It'll be ok" she then went with her other friends and walked off to her class.

I continued walking when I ran into Jason and his friends. Anthony his best friend stood in front of me. "Oh look who we got here. A whore, who has sex with everyone she meets" he said to me laughing. I guess this is what got me broken up with Jason. Just a silly rumour. I rolled my eyes. "It's just a rumour Anthony." I said trying to go around him. He stepped in front of me and pushed me to the ground. "Loser!" He said and all of them laughed walking away. Everyone else has pointed at me once more laughing at me at the same time. My life here was a total mess. I began to cry as my mascara ran down my cheeks. I wiped the tears and makeup off as I ran into the bathroom.

I took my pencil case out. I rummaged threw my pencils and pencil crayons and pull out my pencil sharpener. I unscrewed the blade plopping it into my hand. I felt the sharpness of the blade. I cried even more as I pressed it against my wrists. The blood poured out as I grabbed toilet paper and dabbed the cut. Was this really me? Is this gonna be me for the rest of my life? I'm a gonna be that one suicidal girl who everyone beats? I guess so. As the bell rang to go home I pulled down my sleeve and walked out from the bathroom. I went to my locker and grabbed my bags heading home. Where I felt safe.