No Ups, Just Downs

~Heart Broken~

I was sitting queitly in English waiting for the lesson to be over. But it went slower than ever. After a few centurys of me sitting down staring into nothing, I felt paper being thrown at me. Not just once but twice. And all of them had something bitchy on it about me. I mean come on it wasn't fair. Kim always got her way at school and when she wanted to be mean or get revenge she always took it too far. I was doomed, I sat there knowing there was more to come.  

'oi slut, who's the next boy on your list then?' I heard a voice ask. 

'shh don't ask her Bethany, she might take yours next,' said another 

'oh my god, i'm so scared,' they all burst out laughing. 

They would all be getting Shouted at by the teacher by now but no. The stupid professed was asleep. This school was really out of order. I hated my life.

I was treated like that at school for days on end. I never knew who I had slapped but I stopped hanging out with all my friends once and for all. I casually just stayed in the library at all times. I was still going out with Paul, I thought anyway even though it didn't seem like it. He was starting to treat me normal again with little kisses and pecks and cute stuff like that. That gave me hope again. But it was just the 'L' word that he couldn't say anymore and I was extremely hurt by that. I just wanted him to say that he 'loved' me again and then I would have complete hope that he still loved me and everything would go back to normal. I wouldn't care about me or my friends, I would just care about him and him only.

I woke up as normal and went to school, without Paul since he was busy these mornings and then he would come to school later on. So that meant I had to walk, yet again. I was walking when I heard a car beep at me. Oh great I thought to myself who the hell was it now. I just ignored the person although it wouldn't leave me alone. I started speeding up but the car just speeded up to. Eventually I started running but the car was still following me. I had to loose the car and besides I didn't know who was in it either since the windows were tinted black. I kept on running, my mind focused on the road and where I was running to.  

'dianne,' I heard my name but still kept running. I didn't want to see who it was although I already knew. 

'dianne! Stop running,' the person shouted. I didn't slow down though, I sped up even more and so did the car. I could see the school now. Ha I thought whoever it was couldn't get me now. It was an empty street and there were no other cars except that one car that kept following me. I was so determined now to get rid of the car that I crossed the road without looking, just then the car came towards me. I didn't know what to do, I felt like dying anyway and for a minute, I actually wanted the car to hit me. But it stopped. Right infront of me. I was so happy but scared at the same time, I didn't know what to expect. The person got out of the car. 

'dianne?! Damn Are you alright?!' brad got out of the car shouting and rushing to me. I couldn't speak, I was still shocked.  

'dianne,' he tried shaking me but i stood as still as a lamp post. Other cars were coming by now and his car was literally in the middle of the road. Brad did the only thing he could and carried me in to the car and then getting back in the drivers seat again. I could tell he was angry but he felt sorry for me so he didn't want to show it, which made me quite angry because when brad got angry, it was not pretty. 

He started the car with only like a five minute drive away from the school. The car was silent and it started getting akward. 

'dianne what the hell was that? and why were you running away from me?' he tensed, I stayed silent staring into nothing. 

'paul asked me to pick you up cause he had some stuff to do,' he added. I stayed silent. 

'dianne please say something,'