My Story

Voices

I don't really know how to start this but I thought it would be a good idea to write everything down. From the beginning, to the end of all this.

I think you guys need a little background information before I start telling everything. I'm just a regular girl of 15 years old, I live in a normal house with my parents and my little brother. I have a small group of really close friends and some "friends" at school. I might look like a normal girl on first sight, but if you get to now me better, I'm not. I mean it's not like I'm an alien or something! But I just...well...different. I feel like everywhere I come, people don't want me there, they want me to go away, they want me to go home and be alone in my room again. Well, that's what those voices make me think.

Voices that want to be my best friends, but I don't want them to. They say mean things, things like you're fat. You're ugly. You're unwanted, go kill yourself. But I don't want to, I don't want to be best friends with those voices, I don't want to kill myself. So I picked another way, the way when the voices are at least a little bit happy, because if they aren't, they will say even meaner things. I wanted the voices to be happy, like I want myself to be happy. So to make them happy, I started listening to them....