weakness upon my lips ,keep the secrete i would always miss.
still i lie awake at night, wondering why im I'm blind to life.
let me down, give me up, my love for this addiction is far from enough.
Can't you just see?,...this life doesnt want me.
Addiction far from drugs, to nicotine always.
But, addiction to thoughts,suicidal plots.
Day's don't change.. Pain never fades.
I'm locked inside and born in rage.
I hope this strays.. i cant bare to stay.
Its getting worse ,counting the days.
I wounder if it's suppose to be?
Am i the child misplaced and unseen?
Help me.. save me.
Guide me away. ..
Until then, I'll try to stay strong.
God in my heart and razors to the palm.
