Red the color coming out of my skin. Red the color my heart is. Red the color my heart was before it was ripped to shreds and torn apart. Red the color on the marble white ground. Red the color my hair is. Red the color I used to love so much before it represented how hurt I was. I cover up all my feelings and hide them away. I lock them in a box and put on a fake smile. It's just easier that way. It's become easier that way to not show what I feel. To pretend that I don't feel something when I do. People just aren't nice are they. I can't trust anyone. They all break my heart. They hurt me and don't give a damn about it. I guess he just… I couldn't tell with him. I can't tell with guys. It's much harder. I've learned to just not trust any man. Every guy walks in with another enchanting story and breaks my heart again and again. They see pleasure in hurting me. My deceased uncle's friend is picking me up at the airport today with his children. He's about 21 or so. He's very young to have children and they're like 18! They're about the same age as me. I walk out of the entrance gate and I see about 6 guys with a ginormous sign that reads my name. I walk over to them. He looks at me weirdly before asking me a question.
"What happened to you, (Y/N)?" He asks worried. I put on a fake smile and take a steady breath out.
"I'm fine! I'm so happy to be here!" I say excited. Sam sighs but grins a little. He scoots a little to his children.
"This is Paul my first child, Embry my second, Jared my third, Quil my fourth and Jacob my fifth. They are all the same age." He says calmly. I walk over to his first child and I introduce myself to him. He smiles at me. I shake hands with the fourth. I hug the third. And I get another hug from the fourth. I walk over to the fifth and I introduce myself. He stares at me for a second before he shakes his head and runs out of the airport. The guys sigh sadly.
"Does he not like me?" I ask the first child.
"He absolutely loves you." The first child Paul admits.
"Great!" I holler. In an instant I see them pick up my bags and lead me outside.
*At La Push*
Paul looks at me for a second before saying that Jacob is different.
"How?" I ask.
"He's different because… umm… he likes you." He admits.
"Me?! He likes me? Excuse me! Men… excuse me, boys like me!" I yell. His eyes show a glint of apologetic.
"I really didn't mean to-" He starts but I interrupt him.
"Just leave it. Boys hurt me all the time. Including you. I thought you would be different but you are not. Why would you be different?" I spit at him. He looks at me but I walk away from him. I end up at a beach. I sniffle because I'm so sad. I hear footsteps so I turn around to find Jacob. He looks at me before rushing towards me.
"Are you okay?" He asks worried.
"Ya, I'm fine." I say putting a "fake" smile on my face. He looks at me for a second before indulging me in a hug.
"It's okay. Let it out. I feel what you feel." He admits. I snuggle closer to him and start to sob. I've never cried ever in my entire life. Not when my mom died from a chronic disease, not when my died from cancer, not when my cat got squished by my brother's car, not when my brother committed suicide, not when my grand-parents decided that there time was up, not when all my other family members died from that one car crash or when my friends decided that I was a bitch. I've just kept in in and kept that smile on my face. No one knew what I went through. Not even my ex-best friend, Leah. She ditched me when her boyfriend Evan decided to dump her and move on to bigger and brighter things. Like Ashley his ex. I didn't do anything. I barely talked to her anyway considering she was always with Evan. But when Evan ditched her it was like she depended on me FOR EVERYTHING. I mean I still like her but she wouldn't like me. I kind of ditched her when I moved here. We actually live like 5 hours away. So, she could drive here or she could run. She was the fastest girl in the grade. She was kind as well and she liked me! Half of the girls didn't like because all the guys liked to play with me.
"You feel what I feel?" I ask curiously.
"Ya, I do." He says.
'How?" I ask curiously. Jacob seems nice.
"Paul." He sneers. Paul? How did he know? Jacob starts to shake with anger and storms away from me. I run to him and find him punching a tree.
"Calm down, Jacob." I coo at him. He looks at me before looking back at the tree and punching it. I rush to him and give him a hug. His shaking stops and he relaxes in my arms. I hear fast footsteps behind me and I turn around. Jacob slinging his arm around my shoulder protectively. I turn around to find a pale looking human. He stares at Jacob for a second before he advances towards me.
"Let's go." Jacob commands me.
"This man wants something. And we can't just leave." I say. But Jacob pulls me towards him. The man advances towards me speaking in a soothing voice. Jacob pulls me harder but I hold my ground. The man falls to the ground. I rush to him and help his up. He looks at me weirdly for a second.
"I'm (Y/N). Nice to meet you." I say. His grip on me tightens. I try to pull away but he doesn't let go.
"Let her go!" Jacob yells. Jacob starts to shake real bad. The man doesn't loosen his grip. I stay frozen though scared.
"Calm down, Jacob." I sooth him. He shakes even worse now. I feel ripples pass my body and he dramatically changes. His body hunches over and he starts to grow long hair all over him. His clothes start to disappear and I cover my eyes when I believe his underwear is going to disappear. I open my eyes to revel a werewolf. I screech but the man says something peculiar.
"This isn't the least of your problems." He says before sinking his teeth into my skin. I feel myself burn before I sink to the ground.
I open my eyes. I see a blonde girl, a guy, an old guy, another ancient one and another old guy. I stand up and greet them.
"My name is Alec." One of them introduces.
