WARNING a bit dark and may be a bit personal to some so if you don't wanna be reminded about any of that don't continue to read but before you leave! don't worry you'll be ok and you get through trouble in your life I know so don't give up I promise you'll be ok
Ok you can leave now if you wish
(Well since someone actually liked it I decided to finish it! Thanks btw anyway enjoy)
Chopper put the blanket down, took your hand and unbandaged it. I couldn't believe my eyes so many cuts and bruises and 47% seemed self inflicted.. "h-how..why..?" I really couldn't believe it and zoro didn't show much emotion but his breath was slightly labored nami's eyes had widened slightly and Robin crossed her arms brooks jaw almost fell off and Franky covered his eyes not wanting to see again "OI! SANJI!" Everyone flinched slightly due to the silence being broken and we all quickly turned our backs infront of (y/n) so that our captain luffy wouldn't see her arms and chopper would be able to bandage them which he did "what's wrong?" Luffy asked And seems like he saw (y/n) "hey! What happened to coconut??" He asked concerned 'i still don't get why he gave her such a name...maybe because when he scared the ghost outta her a coconut fell and hit her head' (hehehehehehe ) "shes in a bit of a shock but she's ok she just needs rest" chopper said "and what else?" We were all shocked did he know? "nothing, why?" Nami asked trying to get the captain away "well you wouldnt all be here in silence outta something that isn't too bad chopper said she needs to sleep so..? What else happened" luffys question gave us some chills his usually so dumb and doesn't pay attention to much.. "hey luffy did you do what you had to?" Robin asked "oh. I had to do something??" Luffy finally lost his focus "yea ussop told you to help him out with something" nami said realizing what Robin was trying to do "oh.. ok! Ussop!" Luffy called and left to find long nose and we all sighed in relief, nami, Franky, chopper, and brook thanked Robin and went to their usual spots except chopper I just sat on a chair next to (y/n) while zoro stood there thinking, Robin petted (y/n) and left to her usual seat next to nami and they seemed to be talking but I really can't make up what they were saying
Later
Your pov
I woke up from a nightmare and I almost hit chopper who was cleaning my forehead from some cold sweat "o-oh sorry chopper!" Chopper smiled a bit nervous "it's ok I knew that there was a chance you'd hit me you were scared" "me? Scared ? Ha! No such thing.." you knew you were easy to get scared but you didn't want to admit it and chopper just giggled "ok well be careful! I told sanji to give you something sweet more often I know you're not very fond of sweets but you need it every once in a while or you'll get sick" chopper told you with a cute smile "oh.." "I told him also to make you food with some specific ingredients that i know he can get easily Atleast until you can get better now let's go eat I'm hungry" you laughed a bit and got up slowly your feet felt really heavy and your back hurted a bit but you were fine you then walked with chopper to the kitchen "sanji-kun? Are you here?" You asked not seeing him straight away"I'm here cleaning the plates your food is next to me I had to protect it from luffy " he said and you took your plate and choppers you and chopper sat and you gave chopper his food and you started eating yours "can we talk after you finish eating?" Sanji asked and you nodded with a smile curious about it. After you finished eating you cleaned the plate and put it with the others and went to sanjis room and knocked on the door "sanji? You wanted to talk to me? " You asked and he answered the door "yea come in" his voice seemed low and in slight..disappointment and sadness... "is everything ok sanji..?" You asked concerned"what happened?" Was all he asked "what do you mean ?" You asked confused"your arm." He said and his voice got serious but you still couldn't understand or you just didn't want to understand "YOUR GOD DAMN ARM! WHAT HAPPENED TO IT!?" he yelled and you flinched and just couldn't believe it.. he knows about your scars (ha you read it you read it (reference)) "I-i don't know what you're talking about.." you said silently and he grabbed your arm tightly and took off the bandages "ah! Sanji your hurting me!" You teared up of how tight he was holding your arm "Not as much as youre hurting me!" He yelled again but his voice seemed...sad and hurt..his eyes were hidden by his hair he was looking down and you could tell he was really hurt and you felt a bunch of weight in your chest suddenly due to guilt.. you hated seeing someone you cared for so much hurt ".. they..I.." you sighed trying to get your words together "I'm sorry..." your eyes were filled with tears trying to talk "where I used to live I was hated alot.. I got bullied all the time.. and when I finally tried and defend myself everything would be my fault and they'd say I have to control myself.. I always told my mom and she would always tell the principal but.. he never did anything.. one day they got a hold of me when I was going home and they told me to cut myself with scissors I always kept with me.. I refused so they cut me a few times.. I then said that I would do it myself since they would do it slowly and deep..so I then started.. one day.. I snapped.. and well.. let's just say that I did something awful and being afraid of what I did I went home hugged my mom said I love you and ran away.. " you were crying so much tears wouldn't stop running down your cheeks "the cutting myself thing became a habbit and sometimes I would do it without knowing until I felt the stinging pain..i would sometimes go visit mom leaving notes and gifts but one time I got caught by the same kid that used to hurt me and I got a new scar here.." you raised your head a bit and there's a scar on your neck "I stopped cutting myself after I saw that my mom started to do the same thing.. she said if I ever cut myself she'll do the same thing so.. I stopped not wanting her to get hurt.." you then felt a tight hug around your waist from the blonde man..he had tears streaming down his cheeks and you just hugged him back crying too "promise me you won't do it anymore.. Promise!" He demanded with his heart "I..I promise sanji.. but why do you care so much about me..?" "Because (y/n) I love you.. more than any other person I'd ever loved.." he's confession shocked you a bit "sanji .." you put your hands over his cheeks And raised his head so he would look at you and you moved his hair away from his eyes and looked deep into his eyes "I love you too.." and you pressed your lips against his. He put his hand over yours and kissed you back.
(The end of this one! Hope you liked it!)
Bonus
Luffy then kicked the door open "OI! SANJI IM HUNGR-" he was shocked to see you two kissing and the two of you got reder than a tomato and your eyes were as wide as they could get " EW! SANJI AND COCONUT HEAD KISSED! EW!" he then started to run away and you grabbed your shoe and chased after him while he still kept telling the ''whole world''you and sanji kissed "SHUT UP BAKA!" you through your shoe at him and surprisingly got him and he faceplanted on the hard floor sanji just chuckled and hugged you from behind putting his head over yours "your so shorts it's cute" you got a huge nosebleed and nearly fainted
(Official the end to this story sorry for misspelling and some words that don't make sense this website is a bit shitty and I don't have enough space for the app)
