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can my 18th get any worse

(17 years ago on my 1st birthday)

"happy birthday too you happy birthday too you happy birthday too jesy happy birthday too you" my mum dad and big brother who is 4 sang wile i was sat in my baby crib they all gave me a hug and some toy my mum got me changed and down stairs where there was 2 little gifs on the table she pasted one to me and one to my brother we open them and there were 2 necklace both in the shape of half a heart and both had a pic of the family in mum put mine on and my brother put his on my mum said they clip together to make a full heart. later that day we went to the park i was sat in my push pram next to mum and dad wile my brother went to play we sat for a bit till my mum spotted a sand pit she took me over so i could play i played for a bit with the sand wile my brother played on the climbing wall.

*crying crying * my brother fell off the climbing wall and my mum and dad ran round till they were out of sight i carried on playing till a black shadow came and coved up the sun si it was dark in the place i was sitting the shadow bent down a pick me up and carried me to a black van.

(present day my 18th birthday)

im 18 know and i still remember what happened on my 1st birthday i taken and by a man who i know call danny hes 41 and abuse me the hitting had got worse as i have got older he gets drunk and it most all the time he gets drunk and that when it begins the abuse one time when i was 15 he got drunk that much he chucked me down the stairs and i had 3 broken ribs and dislocated my knee he is really bad im scared what he will start doing next that one thing i dread  all the time. I'm up stairs in my room where i stay im not aloud any where else i got a bed on the floor and a pad and pen that all i have nothing more im only aloud food when danny say i can and out of the room when danny says i can. All the windows are bored up and the door is all was lock the worse day of my life was when it was my 14th birthday.

(14th birthday)

"jesy get down hear" danny shouted o no what is he gonna do know it my 14th cant i just sit hear in my room i got up and ran down the stairs i got down and like normal he was drunk.

"yeah" i wisped

*whack* he hit me across the face know it throbbing he pushed me to the ground and kick me in the stomach lodes of times he bent down a wisped

"your nothing not even your family is looking for you" he said wile ripping the only thing i have left if my family the necklace i never took it off i had it all these years and know it gone. danny walk away laughing i got up and ran back in to my room and slammed it shout.

(end of flash back)

 im still sat in my room when i heard the door close down stairs. shit hes home please can i have a day with no trouble please i begged and begged but now he come storming in to my room and the smell of alcohol fills my noes im never gonna drink if i get out of hear alive.

"stand up" i stood up at his command as he walked over to me and slug me over his shoulder and took me down in to the basement in there was a bed and that was it he through me on to the bed and slammed the door. this was it im done i knew what was happening after he had finished he took me back in to my room and closed my door this was the day i dint want to happen but it did and know im cover in more bruises and i hurt everywhere. i hear danny go out and the car leave right this is my chance to brake out i ran down to stairs to the door it unlock i look at the table and i saw it my necklace ive got it back i put it on and ran out the door as fast as i could i had jeans which are know ripped i purple top on that's manky and a pair of black shoes on iv had the same clothes on since i was 10 and they all still fit but im not surprised since i haven't eaten in like 4 day. i kept running till i found a sign that read London 1/2 to the left i ran that way after i ran for hours i was in the middle of where i think is London i kept running until i found a park there was nobody in it so i ran up to the slid and hid in the box at the top. it was cold and i couldn't stop shivering i sat there sobbing and sobbing till i there was no more tears coming out i hurt everywhere and my face kills from all the slaps and punches he gave me cause i wouldn't stop screaming even though i know nobody will come from me and help but i just kept on doing it. i took the necklace out of my top and looked at it i wish i would find them i really do. just then i head male voices coming in to the park i peeped out to see five boy walking in to the park. shit please don't find me if i keep still they wont see me so i did just that and kept still and quite.

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