You are my love, you are my life

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Castiel x Reader Lemon!

You stare at him as if he was the only thing on this God forsaken planet.
He stands straight, as he always had. He had his head held high, as he always had. He had his tan trench coat slightly open so to see the black suit underneath, as he always had. But his eyes... His oh so beautifully sky colored eyes to which you had taken on as your favorite color...
Were filled with roaring, unhidden emotions that fell upon each other like that of a tidal wave.
The warm summer night breeze blew past you and rustled the leaves that hung from the trees around you. Your hair blew into your face carelessly and you didn't bother to tuck the pesky strands back in place behind your ear.
The breeze had quieted down and it was silence again.
He took a step forward and then another and another until he was close enough to touch you.
He eyed your hair that brushed your face and, as gently as if he were petting a newborn kitten, brushed them back into their original place.
But his hand did not return to his side. Instead it slid down your cheek and traced your jaw, until it came to rest on the side of your neck.
"It's fast." He breathed, looking back into your eyes. "Your heartbeat..." He tilts his head slightly. "Why is it so fast? Are you afraid of me, Y/n?"
Unsure of how to answer you don't say anything at all.
"I wouldn't blame you if you are. I'm a monster-"
"No." You say suddenly. Your voice is hoarse so you clear it. "I mean, I'm not afraid of you. And you are certainly not a monster."
Another moment of silence pasted.
"Why did you call me here." He asked. You smiled sadly.
"Do you not remember this place?" He looked around as if noticing for the first time the very small meadow surrounding you two.
He slowly looked back at you.
"I saved your life here...from a vampire." You nod your head slowly and reach up to lay your hand on his that is still on your neck.
"Yes. This... Is where we met."
"I still don't understand." You sighed.
"Neither do I, Castiel. Why? Why would you work with Crowley?"
You felt him readying to snatch away his hand but you held on tight with both yours and raised his knuckles up, lightly brushing them against your lips as you began to speak quickly so to make him stay.
"Castiel, I know the reason was with good intentions but why didn't you tell us? We could have helped you instead of the filthy demon. I could have helped you, Castiel, you know that I will always stand by you until my dying breath and then some so why, why, couldn't you have just told me!"
A moment of hesitation.
"I was ashamed." He said in a strained voice. You look back at him. "I felt that if I couldn't do it without you and the Winchesters..... Then I wasn't good enough for you" he finishes in a whisper and takes a few steps toward you so to press his forehead to yours.
You let out a breathless laugh.
"Castiel, you will always be so much more than anyone deserves." You stroke his face softly while looking into his eyes.
"You're so beautiful..." You whisper, looking int his eyes. "So kind, sweet, and caring, even when the world is going to shit, you still have hope and faith in humanity. Even when humanity has lost faith in itself." You whisper.
And he couldn't take it anymore.
He grabs your waist and pulls you to him and presses his lips to yours.
Your eyes fly open in surprise and you gasp which he gladly takes advantage of. It only take you a second to give in. He was so warm and you felt the need to give all of yourself to him.
A small moan escaped your throat to which he responded with a rumble in his chest.
You feel a breeze and he pushes you gently back, still keeping his lips sealed with yours. You expect to be pressed against a tree but you instead feel the back of your knees hit something and you fall back on to a bed with Castiel on top of you. You didn't even care in the slightest. All you could think about was his taste. He tasted sweet. Just like he was.
Castiel roamed his hands all over your body. From your hair to your cheeks to your torso to your hips. Anywhere he could reach and still kiss you. Good Father, you were beautiful. He had lived so many centuries and yet he couldn't find nor think of anything that compared to you. You were simply a wonder in its most unsimplified form. He broke away from your lips to let you breathe and kissed down your neck, enjoying your small, sweet little moans. He kissed your collar bone and the hollow at the base of your throat. While his lips were at work so were his hands. He rubbed your exposed thighs in a very inviting way.
"Cas." You sighed. He loved his name on your lips. He especially loved to watch your mouth say his full name. It was always music to his ears.
He looked up you. Your eyes were heavy lidded and you bit your lip in a very attractive way.
"Y/n." He said in his low, husky voice. "I know this is a very delicate situation for you. And I want you to know... That we do not need to go any farther if you do not wish to." You opened your eyes to look at him better. A smile tugged at your lips. 'So considerate' you thought. You nodded your head slowly.
"Castiel, you're the only one I want to do this with." You say shyly. His cheeks redden but he smiles and kisses you once more. His hands roam under your shirt and feel the soft flesh of your waist. You tangle your hands in his soft, dark mess of hair.
"Oh y/n..." He moans against your lips. "You're so... Oh y/n, I need you."
"Yes." Is your only breathless reply. Suddenly, you feel a cool breeze hit you and you realize that Castiel has 'poofed' away your shirt and shorts as well as his pants and shirts so the only thing between you was underwear.
His hands held your waist to him firmly and his lips attacked your upper chest. When his mouth reached your bra, he looked up at you with need in his blue eyes. You nod and your bra is gone. For a moment he just stares at your chest.
Castiel is obviously not oblivious to what a woman has under her shirt, but he never thought it would be this... Beautiful. He snaps out of his trance and puts a mouth to one of the nipples and his fingers finds the other. He hears a soft gasp in surprise and he glances up to see your eyes closed and mouth slightly open. He very much enjoys this view... But he can't help but wonder what the view would be like from further down...
A broad blush darkens his cheeks as he thinks of it and he can feel his vessel getting very restless down there.
You start moving your hips in a very inviting way against him and he groans.
His other hand slide down from your waist to your thigh and he loves the soft feel of your skin. He lets go of your nipple and looks at you again.
"My beautiful Y/n, may I please see what you have been hiding farther down?" You blush immensely and close your eyes in embarrassment but nod anyway. He lifts his lips in a small smile and kisses your breast once more then he kisses the other one. He then travels his lips between your breasts and down your tummy to your crotch. He kisses your inner thighs and then your soaked panties. He groans at your sweet smell. He grabs your underwear and they are suddenly on the floor just like the rest of your clothing. Before you could instinctively close your legs or cover up in some way his mouth was on you.
You gasp and your head fell back. His hot mouth works wonders on your hidden pyre. Your hands were confused on what to do. First the were above your head, holding onto the headboard, then they were on your breasts, and finally came to ready in his thick, dark hair. You moaned louder when you felt something slender slide into you and louder still when another one joined in. There was something building up inside you that you didn't want to go away.
"Oh-ah- C-Cas-" you moaned out sweetly. The bubble inside you kept building and building with every lick of his tongue. Suck of his lips, and push of his finger. Finally, you felt the bubble burst.
"Oohhhhhhh!" You shook and arched your back while he kept going. When you came back to earth he had slowed but wasn't stopping. You were now a little tender and you pushed his head back gently. He hummed and gave you one last kiss before crawling up your body and hugging you to him. He kissed your forehead lovingly. You sighed.
"That was so good." You say dreamily. He chuckles. You feel him squirm restlessly and you feel something poke you. You open your eyes and look down, seeing his hard member pushing against his boxers. Your eyes widen at the size of him. How on earth am I supposed to fit that in me? Deciding to put on your poker face you smirked at him pulled down his boxers, crawled down him, and began to lick up and down his member. He groaned and laid his head back onto the bed. After getting it nice and wet, you get up the courage to take it into your mouth.
It was an amazing feeling, having your mouth on him. Especially since it was you. He watched you through heavy lidded eyes full of love and lust bob up and down on him. Your hair was slightly I your face, which he didn't like. He pushed your hair out of your face and held it back for you.
"Y/n." He said in a heavy, husky voice. "I want to see your eyes." You looked up at him with your big e/c eyes and he groaned. After a moment of bobbing, Castiel felt his climax coming. He jerked his hips up instinctively and his huge cock went down your throat along with his seed. His breathing was heavy and he trembled slightly.
"Oh, Y/n. Thank you very much for that." You blushed and made your way up his body.
"You're very welcome, Castiel." He shivered. He had always loved his full name on your lips. Speaking of your lips, they had come in contact with his and your tongue was in his mouth, looking for a sparing partner. You straddled him and had woven your fingers in his dark hair. He put his hands in your waist as you grinder your hips against his hardening member. You moaned at the feel.
"I want you now." He said.
"Uh-huh." Was your very intelligent reply.
Suddenly, he rolled you both over so he could stay on top. He put your legs on his shoulders and placed himself at your wet entrance. He looked up at your breathless face again.
"Are you absolutely sure?"
"Yes." You breathed.
It. Fucking. Hurt.
You closed your mouth so to not let the pain show in your cries but tears still fell from your eyes. Castiel slid all the way in, until there was no more of himself to push in, and he bent down to kiss the tears off your face.
"Elasa bolape en aziazor. Elasa bolape en malpirgi."
You didn't understand what he was saying but it did make you feel better. 
The pain went on for a couple minutes but it started to subside.
"Move." You said. Castiel began to thrust his hips and every time he would put him self into again a small groan would escape your lips. The groans soon became moans as he grew more confident and thruster himself harder and faster into you. Your legs were now on his shoulders and he was merciless. Your hands gripped the headboard for dear life, fearing what was building in your stomach might explode you.
"O-o-oh ca-a-s...." You moaned out. He grunted out your name and his hips began to jerk out of rhythm.
"Oh- oh my God, Cas. I think... I'm gonna... OHHHHH!" Your head swung back and your back arched. He slammed into while you were climaxing until finally he to reached his end. Your breath was quick and you both were quite sweaty. He rolled off of you and layer beside you.
"That was... Quite enjoyable."
You laughed and curled into him.
"That it was. What were you saying anyway?  It was Enochian right?"
He smiled lightly.
"Yes. It means 'you are my love, you are my life.'"
"Aw Castiel, that's so sweet." You kissed his lips lightly."
"Thank you." He then wrapped his arms around you and kissed your hair as you fell asleep.

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