My Sexy Gym Teacher.

Whispers and Stares.

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I've walked through the school doors a million times before. Sometimes with a smile, sometimes a frown but today it was saddened and fearful eyes. The whispers and the stares started from the moment I walked through the door.

There were 4 types of people through out the school day.

The Ones Who Gave Me Sympathy.

A numerous amount of both girls and boys new how things were and they knew what had happened. These people knew me personally and were being genuine when they asked how I was coping and if I needed anything at all to give them a call.

The Pretenders.

These people had no idea who I was, never spoken to me, never ever smiled at me in the corridors or spoken to me in class.  They were just being nosey walkers.

My Whisperers and Starers.

They said nothing to me, they just stared and gave me a small smile before whispering something to their friends. These were my least favourite type of people.

My Friends

They supported me through the day and helped me whenever I needed it. They were protectors for me and I loved them so much for it.

The day was very slow, and very draining. I was tired and I was nervous. The lessons dragged on forever and ever, the teachers spoke slowly and with a dull voice. I could not concentrate, I could not sit still. I had friends in every one of my classes but that didn't change anything. I was cold, so cold all the time. I was fragile and I was shrinking drastically in size, this didn't go unnoticed.

Finally it was fifth period and it was time to see James. He gave me a knowing and sympathetic look as I walked down the corridor to the changing rooms. As I changed, girls in the year below me gasped at how thin I had gotten. The nobs of my spine stuck out, my pointy elbows were very prominent, as were my hip bones and my collarbones. I know things had gotten bad I just couldn't fix myself. I quickly changed into my t shirt, it was actually James' and my sports leggings. I grabbed the long black cardigan that Chloe had given me and I wrapped it around my shoulders. Chloe walked out with me, her hands wrapped around my body as she glared at anyone who whispered or stared. I have the bestest of  best friends.

A few minutes into the hour long lesson James announced that the class would be having a relaxing period and we would be doing some yoga I mentally thanked him. Yoga was a huge stress reliever for me and I didn't know if James knew this or not but either way he's the best. Chloe and I grabbed a Matt and lined up with Sam and Brodie and began following the instructions given to us on the bored. James would occasionally look my way to see if I was okay and each time I gave a nod and a small smile.

"Hey there's the girl that was basically begging to be raped. She was totally asking for it the slut" Jessica Bale had never liked me so I'm not surprised that all that shit was coming from her mouth. I let it slide even though Chloe was furious. She sat in silence for a good 20 seconds before she completely snapped and she wasn't quiet about it either.

"Okay everybody" she started making sure she had each individual's attention. " I know everybody knows what happened to Phoenix and everybody has different opinions on it. But it nobody asks to be raped and nobody wants any attention from it. The only one here that's trying to gain attention here is you, Jessica. Shut your little whore mouth for a sec and actually listen to what you're saying. Might want to close your legs along with it. Everyone knows you caught herpes this summer, you little tramp"

I smiled and gave my bestfriend a grateful smile. Jessica's face was scarlet she was  clearly humiliated and the whole class' jaws were on the floor. James was holding back a smirk.

"Um, excuse me Mr.Hunter, aren't you going to do anything about that" Jessica exclaimed in her annoying 'tramp' voice.

"What I saw was you harassing someone that did nothing to you and her bestfriend sticking up for her. No I'm not going to punish Chloe, however you can spend the next weeks worth of lunchtime with Mr. Hayes up in detention.

I flashed a small grateful smile in James' direction too.

Chloe sat back down and I gave her a hug. I loved my best friend. Sam, Brodie and Chloe kept hugging me throughout the whole period because of how cold and shivering I was but it was just because I was losing so much weight.

"Phoenix can you go sit in my office please" James called. I picked my tired body up and headed to his office, when I reached the door and opened it the office was so warm and cosy it was amazing. I snuggled down in one of the chairs beside his desk.

I was startled when the bell rung. I was confused for a minute but James walked in and I remembered everything. He shut the door immediately and rushed over to hug me.

"She talks shit and has no idea what she's yapping on about, you're perfect and it's not your fault" he gushed. I felt my cheeks heat up due to the fact that he called me 'perfect' a small smile made its way to my face and he gave me a peck on the forehead. I stayed silent looking around his walls and all the photographs of teams and medals and trophies etc.

"Do you want me to come over tonight" he asked, taking me out of my thoughts. On one hand, I'd be terrified and constantly checking the front door, back door, windows and any other possible entrance to the house. But on the other hand I felt bad because he had barely been home in the last week. He could clearly see that I was wrestling my answer.

"Okay, darling" I blushed at the nickname he gave me. " I'll come over tonight and we can call your dad, I think he deserves to know why his baby girl hasn't been herself lately" I sighed. He was right. I gave a small nod of my head to indicate that I thought he was right and that I agreed with him. He gave me another hug while I took in every aspect of him. His smell and the way his arms felt wrapped around me. I was falling deep and I knew it.

James gave me a pass and I handed it to my teacher when I finally arrived to Geography. Jessica glared in my direction and Chloe gave me a knowing smile. I felt my cheeky tinge a little bit and I found it hard to focus in my Geography lesson. I couldn't concentrate on what was being said. I kept replaying James' words over in my head "you're perfect" I wonder if he truly did think that or if he was just saying it because I was clearly upset. I kept pondering about it when I felt Chloe tap my calf with her toe and she pointed towards the clock silently telling me that we only had 5 minutes of class left. Had I really been thinking that long? I packed all of my things away and as the bell rung me and Chloe headed out to her car. Chloe passed her test first time round so even though she was 17 she could still drive. Chloe dropped me at home and said goodbye, I gave her a final hug and thanked her for today.

I patiently waited for James to get home. Woah. Home? Shit I gotta calm it we aren't even together. I heard the doorbell and I looked through the peephole before I opened the door. James was standing there with his hood up, he couldn't be seen walking into one of his students homes, that would look shifty.

We sat on the couch and he held up my phone with my dads contact up on the screen.

"You need to tell him at some point Phoenix. Just tell him now" James instructed. He was right o had to tell him. I clicked the 'call' button.

Here goes nothing.