Emily [A MIKA Fanfic] ✔️

Chapter 15: trust.

He pulled me into a hug and i hid my face in his chest.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

MICHEAL'S POV......

When Emily said she had a suprise for me, i really didnt suspect this.

Well i didnt really got it in the beginning but when she pinned me against the wall it got me.

She started pulling on my shirt and then i realised what she was doing so i slowly pushed her back.

"What are you doing?", i asked confused.

"Giving you your suprise.", she simply answered and she was trying to kiss me again but i avoid her.

"Are you sure youre ready?"

"Yes im sure. I really want it to happen and i want it with you."

And with that she jumped on me, putting her legs around me and going with her hands through my hair.

The feeling of having her in my arms drove me crazy so i grabbed her legs and carried her to her bedroom.

I laid her down on the bed, topping her.

I stopped kissingher and asked "you really sure?"

"Yes, i am."

And with that i started kissing her again, she rubbing my back and pulling my shirt up so i had to take it off.

I started to remove her dress, checking on how she was doing the whole time, and then we were both in our underwear.

I woke up with an amazing feeling wich i couldnt really explain.

I felt somethingon my head so i openend my eyes and saw Emily cuddled up to me, kissing my head.

Wow, she was even more beautiful in the morning with her hair all messed up.

"Hello beautiful.", i said kissing her, "How are you feeling?"

"Wonderful, thank you."

"No, thank you for last night. But why?"

"Well i wanted my first time to be special and with someone i love."

"Aww, i love you too but this wasnt youre first time was it?"

"No, well actually yes. it was the first time i 'made love' to someone because with Nathan it just was sex, it didnt mean anything." And thats when she broke down in tears.

"Shh love, dont cry. I knew we should have to wait with this."

"Im not crying because im sad, im crying because im so happy right now."

I pulled her into a hug and she hid my face in his chest.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

I felt so so happy on this moment that i wanted it to be forever and thats when i made a decision, a decision who would chance both of our lives.

EMILY'S POV........

I felt safe in his arms and that made me happy, to have someone who really loved me.

When i said i loved him i really meant it because if he really was the love of my life.

"If he would leave again i really wouldnt survive because he is my life now." I thought.

I looked at him and saw him looking at me with a worried look on his face but in his eyes was something else, heartbreak.

"What's wrong?", i asked getting worried now because of the look on his face.

"You think i will leave you again?", he asked with a broken voice.

"What? Why would you ask that?", i said realising that i said out loud what i just tought.

"Because you just said it.", he said breaking down in tears now.

"Shh baby, of course i dont."

"You do, you just said it.", he said with a voice so hurt my heart broke just by listening at it.

"No, it was just a thought. It slipped, shh please babe please believe me."

He started to cry even more and i saw he was heartbroken of the words i just said.

"I want to ask you something and i want you to answer honestly." He said with now a serious face but tears still streaming down his face.

"Sure everything, i promise."

"Why did you want to have sex with me now?"

"I cant tell you."

"You just promised." He said crying again.

"I wanted you to be happy with me and i thought i wasnt giving you enough." I said, crying again.

"So you think im going to hurt you, leave you, that i wasnt happy with you and you werent enough for me? How could you think those awfull things about me? Allright i know i hurt you once and that was once to many but i thought you trusted me and that you loved me?" He said, with a really hurt and broken look on his face.

"I dont know, i really dont. But what i do know is that i TRUST and really LOVE you!!"

He pushed himself away from our embrace and stood up from the bed.

"Well come back to me if you do know!" He said

"Wait, please!! I love you!!", i said getting up running towards him trying to grab his arm.

"I love you too, thats why you have to make sure you know your enough for me and tou have to trust me." He said pulling his arm out of my grab.

"No please stay please. I cant do without you!!" I said crying.

"Im sorry. I cant do without you too but i cant be with you if you dont trust me."