Angst

(This will PROBABLY give you the feels, so grab them tissues girl!!!)

Normal POV

Lucy couldn't take it anymore. She just couldn't. She tried to stop her depression, but nothing seems to be helping.

It all started a week ago.

So, you see, Lucy has had a crush on her pink-haired idiot best friend Natsu for a long time. But the thing is, he loves her. That silver-haired, beautiful, but whiny brat that always complains about Lucy. You might be like, why the hell would Natsu love a girl like Lisanna? Well, I'll tell you.

Lisanna has had a crush on Natsu even before Lucy moved into town. They were childhood friends that slowly started to drift away ever since Lucy came into town. But Lisanna didn't want that. She wanted Natsu no matter what, even if she had to hurt others.

And there was an incident. It was in the fifth grade. Apparently, Natsu, doing his reckless idiotic ways, fell off a cliff. Lucy and Natsu were playing beside that cliff. But little did they know, Lisanna was spying on them. Thinking of ways to tear them apart.

Lucy, seeing Natsu fall of the cliff, immediately jumped off the cliff, saving Natsu. They both fell unconscious, and Lisanna ran to Natsu. She dragged him up the cliff, leaving Lucy. She rolled herself in the dirt, making her look like she was the one who had saved him.

When he woke, he immediately fell for Lisanna. Thanking her, praising her. She had asked for a kiss, which he happily accepted. And he forgot about Lucy, leaving her below the cliff.

When Lucy woke up, she couldn't walk. She had to drag herself to her mansion. Her parents were so mad, they forbid her from playing with Natsu for a week. She didn't really care since he had abandoned her.

Lucy had realized that she had broken her left leg and right wrist. She was in a cast for weeks, Natsu barely noticing her.

There was another incident in the sixth grade. The day Lucy confessed.

"N-Natsu?"

"What?" He replied, not too interested in the person he was talking to.

"I...I...love you!" She finally managed to say.

"Yeah, yeah, sorry, but I have Lisanna." He looked at the person he was talking to, and stared in shock. Lucy blinked a few tears, and ran away.

She is a senior now. She still talks with Natsu, but only if one of them needs a pencil, or something like that. They barely hang out anymore. But something happened, that changed their "friendship" forever.

There was a school dance. Lucy dressed up in a red mermaid dress. She was beautiful. She walked into the gym with her new best friends, Erza and Levy.

But right as she walked in, Lisanna came running in, her dress in shreds.

"Natsu!! Natsu! Lucy ruined my dress! She called me a slut and a bitch, and that she wanted you all to herself!!" Natsu looked at Lucy. He looked at her with so much hatred, that she almost screamed in fear. He walked over to her, and slapped her right on the face. He took the bowl of punch, pouring it on her dress. He ripped the beautiful designer masterpiece into shreds, and it looked exactly like Lisanna's dress, but only worse.

Now Lucy has no friends. No family, either. Her parents had died when she was in the seventh grade.

Natsu bullies her now.

And every time he kicks her, Lisanna smirks.

But today she had enough.

So Natsu had walked up to her.

"Hey, slut. What's up? Hatin' on my girlfriend again?" He pushed her. She looked down, tears threatening to fall.

"No." She said, her voice shaking. He smirked and put his foot out as she was about to walk away, tripping her, making her fall.

"Listen up, blondie. I never want to see your face again, you hear me? You are just a whore that wants attention." That one sentence made her snap, and he instantly regretted it. She stood up swiftly, but she still trembled.

"What did I ever do to you?!" She finally managed to yell. Tears were slipping down her cheeks. Just as he was about to reply, she interrupted. "Why the hell would I rip Lisanna's dress?!? Why the hell would I call her a slut?!?" A crowd started to form.

"Why did you forget about me for seven years?!? I don't get it, Natsu!" He glanced at her, but couldn't bear to see her crying.

"And your pretty little girlfriend over there?!? She torments me every night before I go to bed!!" She ripped off her sleeves, showing scars on her forearms. He glared at Lisanna, getting a nervous smile from his now ex-girlfriend.

"And that night on the cliff? What about me?!? I was the one who saved you!! Not that selfish little brat over there!! And you left me, Natsu. You left me there, below that cliff. I had to fucking drag myself all the way home! And you worshipped that snob everyday, not noticing that I had cuts all over my face, and not to mention two freaking casts on!!! She's the whore who wants attention!!" He gulped, finally looking at Lucy. He looked into her eyes, seeing pain.

Unbearable pain.

He wanted to hug her so badly, comfort her, and kiss her. Yes. He admits it. He loves her.

"I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!" She screamed. She ran out of the school, leaving Natsu and the others speechless.

"Lisanna," he felt a lump in his throat.

"We're so over."

The next day Lucy didn't go to school. Natsu felt so guilty, that he couldn't even focus in class. He wanted to stab himself in the heart for causing this much pain for Lucy.

During lunch, he sat by himself. No one dared to go near him, or else he'd for throw a fit. But then, Levy, sitting a few feet away from him, dropped her phone, sobbing. He glanced at it, reading the seven letter word on the screen.

Goodbye.

He raced out of the cafeteria, out of the school. He ran to Lucy's apartment. He could hear whimpers of pain, and he could smell blood. He pounded on the door, but it was locked.

He finally broke it down, finding Lucy with a knife in her stomach. He looked at her, and she looked at him.

There was blood everywhere.

"LUCY! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?!" He ran over to her, holding her as she fell.

"It's nothing. I'm fine." She answered stiffly.

"Oh my god, Lucy! Of course you're not fine!! Why would you do this?!?!" She looked away.

"Reasons." He flinched. After a while, he looked into her eyes. There were tears at the end of her eyelids.

"You know, Lucy, you can cry. Let it all out." After that one sentence, she burst out crying. Sobbing, actually. After a few minutes, she had calmed down. He looked at her, and she was very pale.

"Lucy!!" He yelled, worried.

"Ne, Natsu?" She sniffed, tears falling from her eyes.

"What?! What is it, Lucy?!?!" He could feel the tears filling up at the brim of his eyes.

"I love you. I always will." She took her right hand, putting it on Natsu's cheek, caressing it.

"Yeah, I love you too," he cried. "I'm... so sorry for everything......so stay with me...." He grabbed her hand that was holding his cheek.

"Promise me something, Natsu? Never forget about me...please?" He choked out a sob, hugging her.

"How could I forget you?? I'm going to wait for you, no matter what..."

"R-really...? You....will..?"

"Of course! I....love you..."

"Thank you..." she whispered.

Then her hand went limp.