I won't fall in love with you Mark Tuan

!!!LEAVING!!!

I ran away from the dinner table with my heart bursting into many different emotions happiness ,fear ,love,hate, but most of all the feeling of freedom. "Park Mae-ryn" my  mom yelled down the hallway, " come back and eat " I was so excited to be finally going to South Korea to meet my  dad since we were separated at my birth. Although I was a little scared since I don't really know why or how him and my mom got separated but all I know is that I couldn't wait.

I thought I was as excited as my heart could handle until my mom bursted into my room yelling about how I didn't even let her finish her sentence . She looked at me with the weirdest grin on her face but I knew and kinda felt it could only be good news she sat me on by bed and I was so upset I started to yell " what the fu~...... I trailed off as she looked at me and I could tell what she was thinking *say it if your bad watch you won't be going anywhere * I quickly shut up as fast as I could. "But don't worry I'm sure you will enjoy all of your days there... Mwahahaha..." I looked scared and shocked and kinda dumbfounded then realized that this was gonna be good

Ok sorry I skipped over a bunch of stuff im park Mae-ryn ,I'm 18 years old ,I'm African American mixed with Asian (South Korean ) ,I'm originally from busan , but now I live in l.A with my mom, aunt, uncle, and cousin. I'm a nerd but I love playing sports and I only get attention at home and at
school by my teachers and the staff I mean I'm first in my class ,and first in the entire school  but j don't really get noticed by my peers unless I'm getting bullied by cheerleaders I know what a cliché but i mean it's true that's the only time I get noticed by my peers (how sad) . I literally have no friends.at all .

I walk into school the next day looking as happy as ever but no one noticed until the teacher says something but I didn't hear it since it was all muffled be cause I was listening to my Kpop playlist on iTunes a I could hear was bts, seventeen, got7, and Exo I looked at the time on my phone and realized that class was in session for them at least(😏) so i quieted my self down as low as I could yet still singing got7s follow me I got so quiet that I thought I could only hear myself 🎤one step and two step girl🎤 I Sang 🎤everybody wanna make some noise 🎤 and then felt a light tap on my shoulder and turned around to see my teacher hovering over me . I felt so scared seeing as I thought my life would end then I realized this is my last day so why not. I blatantly ignored him and turned around back to my locker and then my teacher mr. Tin who I secretly hate snatched my earbuds off my ears and said "ms. Park go sit at your desk now."  I was so tired and annoyed I was just like eff it I shouted at the top of my lungs "stop it , no I won't go to my desk let me pack my things and go it's my last day anyway  he stepped back and took his phone out of his pocket and called  the principal Mrs. Elkner and said to me "your so right this is your last day and I'll make sure it is. "

Soon after he called Mrs. Elkner I was summoned to the principals office and walked out on the way to her office then stopped  realizing Ihad left my phone I ran back and snatched it back from Mr. Tin and walked away.

When I got to Mrs. Elkners office and she handed over my transfer papers I quickly said thank you and left. The walk home was long tiring and sweaty yet nice cool and refreshing. As soon as I got home I passed out and collapsed onto my bed and fell asleep soundly awaiting the day ahead.