Just Another Negative One (Bully! Sans X Bullied! Abused! Suicidal! Reader)

Chapter 3

You had eventually made it to school. You smile. "I have to get my backpack! II forgot it at my house.." Pap smiles and nods. "HURRY BACK HUMAN SCHOOL STARTS IN A HOUR." You ran to you house. Luckily they were not home so you look under the flower pot and find the key. "Hello Flowey." You said to the flower sitting on your front porch. He looked at you and frowned pitifully. He nods and you walk past him and unlock the door. You run to your room. You open the door. You walk into the room quietly. You walk toward the bathroom. You had clothes in the bathroom already. You took a very quick shower. You made some cuts on your arms and cleaned them quickly, putting your clothes on. You got your backpack and ran to school as fast as your legs could carry you. You made it just in time. 

Sans was the only one waiting for you. "Pap went to class." You nod. "Why are you being so nice to me?" He averted his gaze and started walking away. You sigh and walk the other way. The way what was home. None of the teachers cared if you were absent. They knew the trouble you went through so they kept it a secret. Sans obviously didn't like you. He hated you. But then again why did he talk to you? 

It just makes no sense. You didn't know why you were even living anymore. You wanted to curl up and die every time he looked at you. You eyes just looked dull and lifeless as the days went by. Nothing seemed to matter anymore. You liked sans. You didn't want to admit it and you will never admit it to sans. Never. He wouldn't accept your feeling even if you would've told him. So you would never tell him. Just let it be a burden later. Which it will grow and grow. And bam it is a giant burden and then it turns into grief. And grief turns into major depression. But looks like your depressed as it is already. Right?