CHAPTER 1 - I FELT GOD!
I am back from telling you who I am, Some of you who are reading this might think this is LAME or STALE but this a true story this happen to many females this might happen to YOU. My sons are in K4 they attend Little Angels DayCare Center, My husband is a Marine Biologist (He studies the Ocean and Marine Life). Once he told me that he believe mermaids exist and that he is studying everything about mermaids. At a point of time he really love talking to me know he just abuses me when he's angry,sad or bored. I never tried to call 911 because I believe he will try to kill me if he gets arrested. I wear alot of face powder to cover up the bruises on my face, also wear long sleeves and longs pants when going out either if the weather is hot or cold. He abuses me for the fun, But I so HATE it. I told my friend Maria who lives next door to call the Police when he abuses me.He came home furious and grabs me in front of our kids and slams my head to wall and punched me to the face I start yelling whiles blood draining from my nose all the kids could have said was " Daddy Stop It Leave Mommy Alone What Did She Do To You" He told them " Shut Up & Go To Your Room Before I Beat All Three Of Y'all"". My friend heared all the yelling and screaming and began to call 911 the police were on there way! He bited,spitted and punched me, I layed on the floor and close my eyes I thought that I was dead couldn't move,open my eyes, or talk. All I knew was that I was inside a hospital room the doctors were trying to wake me up I blinked my eyes and look around for My Husband & Kids. I noticed that my kids weren't inside the room I got up and start freaking out and fussing asking them " Where The Hell Are My Kids I Will Kill One Of You Speak Now"! The doctor told me " Angelina Please Relax Your Kids Are Safe Your Friend Took Them By Her" I stop and took a deep breathe and let it out I went and lay back down in the bed, The doctor told me " I Need A Rest'' So I went asleep. I woke up exactly 3:30a.m because I had a bad dream, I cried myself to sleep wondering if my kids are okay and if my husband is coming back out to kill me. I stop and prayed to God I said " Heavenly Father You Are Awesome And Your Son Jesus Christ Can You Bless My Kids That They Are Okay And Healthy And Well And Can You Bless My Husband So He Can Be A Better Man And That The Problems He Have You Can Remove Them Out Of His Life Dear Lord You Are Awesome Can You Please Fit My Pray In Bless Everyone That You Created In The Mighty Name Of \ Jesus AMEN" Then I felt something went inside of me I felt like I was a Strong,Beautiful,Intelligent,Divine and Awesome Women I went sleep not afraid or alone. I knew that God was watching over me and protecting me!
TOO BE CONTINUED Part 2 - I'm Not Afraid
