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Am I really that bad?

I mean...I can't be, I saved a girl's life. But everybody that loves me - or used to - tells me I did wrong. They love the girl, Mikasa, yet now they hate me so much. My father always disliked me and never treated me great but at least with some respect, while as my mother treated me like God's special gift.

Now my mother tells me  that I'm worthless.

They tell me I'm a monster for committing a crime; murder. I did it because Mikasa was kidnapped and they were about to shoot her and a whole town to the west, luckily I was hearing about this and did the only thing I can be. If I didn't they would of rode on their horses out to the town and kill everybody before the military could be informed.

I did good. I think.

Yet after saving lives...I get hated. I don't live with my parents anymore. I stopped once my own mother told me 'I can't pretend to love you anymore.' And 'You're no son of mine.'
She started to hit me when I called her mom or mother and I just started using her actual name, same with my dad. Then they took my things and left it outside in the snow and threw me out the door and said 'What did we do so wrong to deserve him.' to my face.

WHO SAYS THAT TO THEIR SON?

I WAS THEIR ONLY ACTUAL CHILD AND THEY THROW ME AWAY! ABUSE ME WITH FIRE AND CALL ME USELESS. I TRIED TO LOVE THEM, EVERY TIME THEY INSULTED ME I JUST SAID BECAUSE THEIR MAD.

However, I saw it in both their eyes. Any care or love for me they had was demolished and replaced with disappointment and hatred.

I stood outside the door, banging on the window trying to make them let me in. I am 9, I am not psychically or mentally ready to be on my own - especially on the streets. But they just gave me a glare and closed the curtains.

For a few days I just sat outside the house, starving myself and hoping they'd have a least one bit of kindness to lend food.

They didn't.

After one week I ran away with all the strength I had left. Eating anything I could and trying to make a little fort in the snow.

Then...

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Eren Jaeger - 9 years old

I picked up my bag and walked off forward, not minding where I was going but, hoping it would end in a little town that can be kind enough to spare some actual food. The snow was coming to an end and more animals had been coming out. The mild heat was melting the remains of the snow slowly and the slippery ground was a struggle for anyone.

Not looking where I was going I tripped over a large, fallen tree which blocked an unseeable hill. I climbed over the tree and walked up the steep hill.

"Watch out!" A voice called once I got to the top.

Before I could answer with a confused 'huh' I fell down the hill, tumbling down and earning scratches on my face and arms. My head hit a large rock in the process causing me to immediately black out.

- 1 and a half hours later -

My eyes slowly began to flutter open, the sight of everything blurry. I could just make out that a person with black hair was sitting next to me - presumably bandaging the wounds on my arm. I groaned as my vision became clear and took a quick look at the person.

It was a boy about my age with black, near hair and pale skin.

He saw me looking at him and shifted awkwardly. "A-Are you o-okay?"

I nodded and tried to sit up straight which sent a massive wave of pain to my back, I cried out in pain. The boy immediately pushed my chest down so I was on the ground, resting.

"Y-you're to weak and h-hurt now. I-I suggested y-you rest." He whispered. I smiled slightly at his nervousness.

"Thanks. my name's Eren. What's yours?" The boy gave me a look of surprise at my question and nervously looked around to see if I was talking to anyone else. He looked back at me and pointed to himself. I nodded again.

"Well, I-I'm Levi."

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[read for additional information about Eren and Levi in this fic]

This fanfic makes no sense currently. Eren is called a monster and got sent away by his family (and everyone in the town hates him) cause he murdered 3 men to save lives. I don't wanna say Levi's life now but I promise that this is no deep fan fiction where it ends sad. I promise this ends happy.

As you see Levi is not you know...Levi. In this life he never had Kenny so he didn't have anyone to tell him to hold is emotions in. When  Levi is reincarnated then he's normal but kid Levi is a cute, nervous, emotional kid who doesn't like people worrying about him a lot. Eren is the same but not as angry because TITANS DON'T EXIST IN THIS.

Thanks for reading this

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