Abused//J.M.

Ch.3 Parties

I walk downstairs to join the party seeing party lights and people everywhere drinking and dancing to the music. I go into the kitchen and drink a couple shots not trying to get too drunk.

I go to the dance floor and start dancing to the music enjoying every second of it. I ended up dancing with someone but im too caught up in the dancing I don't even care to check and see who it is.

I turn around and face my mysterious dancer and see that its Kian. We weren't grinding or dirty dancing we were laughing and having a good time dancing.

"Do you like the party so far?" he asks threw the music.

"Yea this is the funnest I've had in a long time" I laugh.

"That's good" he smiles.

A slow dance comes on as im about to walk away I feel a tug at my wrist pulling me back. I look at the arm and see that its Kian.

"Can I have this dance?" he smiled wide.

"Why yes of course" I laugh and rest my hands on his shoulders as his are rested on my waist.

"So why did you have to come out here for a while.. Connor never told us?" he asks as we moved slowly to the beat of the song.

"My mom used to abuse me and the other day we got Into a fight and she told me to leave so I did. I did it happily to" I smiled knowing I don't have to deal with her no more.

"Aw im sorry Jenn that's messed up" he filling wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into a hug but we still danced slowly to the song.

"Its fine I guess im used to it" I wrap my arms around his neck resting my head against his chest closing my eyes.

"Its not fine and you shouldn't be used to it. Its the most fucked up thing a parent could ever do to their child" he hugs me tighter.

We were no longer dancing we were just standing their hugging as I had to keep swallowing to keep my tears down.

"It is the most messed up thing a person can do. " I admit as I start to cry with it all hitting me right then and there.

Kian picks me up bridal style and carries me somewhere but I don't pay attention as I kept crying into his chest holding him close like he was the last thing I had left.

I heard a door close and soft foam underneath me. I open my eyes slightly and see that im in Kian room.

He laid down facing me as he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulling me close to him while I cried into his chest.

"Shhh its okay" he cooed into my ear trying to calm me down.

As I started to calm down I ended up slowly falling asleep. I haven't cried myself to sleep in years.

Next morning

I wake up and realize im not in my bedroom. I look around and see that its Kians room. Memories of last night came flooding in as I became sad for myself. I had told myself everyday that I would never cry infront of someone ever.

I get up and put my hair in a bun walking out of his room. As Im closing the door I see Sam as his eyes go wide.

"Did you guys fuck?!" he asks keeping his voice low.

"No" I say glaring at him. "I just fell asleep in there after the party okay? Chill" I walk away and go downstairs into the kitchen.

I see everyone in the kitchen eating and talking. I go to the refrigerator and grab a Arizona sitting down next to Kian since it was the only empty spot.