Wanted

Prologue

Lysander is a 12 year old girl who has been abused her whole life. She not only has been abused verbally and physically, but also sexually. With a very tragic past that consumes the present, it is hard for her to grow up like any other little girl. The outside world is something scary for her considering she had never trusted anyone.

There was no one left but her mother and father. Sadly, her mother died at birth and Lysander, of course, never met her. This though, put Lysander's father Micky into a deep state of depression. He could hardly look at the new born child without thinking it was all her fault. This of course was where the abusive thoughts began to sink into his brain.

As she got older, he would abuse her more. By age 2, the physical abuse began. By age 4, verbal abuse began to make its way into her little, young, life. By age 6, she was forced to learn to cook and clean. By age 7, she was no longer virgin (rape). By age 8, the bullying began. By age 9, Lysander decided to begin self harm (cutting) with a pack of razors she bought at the store. By age 10, she stopped speaking almost completely out of fear of punishment.

Now here we are at age 12. This is where the suicidal thoughts began. Thinking of ways to die as she sat in her windowsill, quietly turning the pages of her latest book as the rain pounds against the glass surface. She thought of stabbing herself, overdose on pills, jumping off of a cliff, perhaps into some water. But that's enough for now, it's time to learn about her looks and personal interest.

Lysander is a short 4'10, so slim that her ribs show, just not deadly looking. In fact, you can only notice if she was to raise her shirt up for you. She has long, naturally straight dark brown hair that is feathered with side bangs. Her eyes are a crisp shade of grey, her eyes are so big and full of innocence that is drowned in fear and sorrow.

Her style clothing is a nerdy/emo type of thing. She has very little clothes, but what she has is something her father gave her to help her look 'decent' enough for no one to be suspicious. Her clothes consist of:

•Three pairs of converse: red, black, grey

•Four Under Armer thermal sleeves: gold, grey, black, white

•Six t-shirts: Blood On The Dance Floor, My Chemical Romance, Black Veil Brides, Imagine Dragons, Superman, Batman

•Three pairs of shorts: blue jean, kaki, black

•Five pairs of skinny jeans: three blue jean, red, and black

•Seven pairs of flannel pj's: red plaid, blue plaid, green plaid, grey plaid, black plaid,light blue with grey polka dots, black with white paint splatters

•Two tank tops: black, white

•Sweat shirt: black with pain splatter neon colors that spell 'Come at me bro'

•Three jackets: black with Hogwarts crest, black with a skull on the back, white with blood handprints on it (A/N: it's the design, don't freak out)

•Two hoodies: Blood and the Dance Floor, My Chemical Romance

•Two beanies: black, grey

•Then twelve more pairs of socks, knickers, ect.

She loves to read and write. Her favourite series of all time is Harry Potter by J.K. Rowling. She has all the British and American versions hardback, and the latest design for the Sorcerer's Stone and The Deathly Hallows in paper back and hard back. She is currently on The Half Blood Prince, but since she isn't quite ready to finish the series til' the next book, she is distracting herself with Inkheart, Inkspell, and Inkdeath.Her other books include: The Ghost of Crutchfield Hall, The tail of Despero, and Lily's Ghost.

She also owns all the Harry Potter movies, The Woman in Black, Wild Target, Alice in Wonderland, The Cat in the Hat, and The Nightmare Before Christmas. All on DVD's, she watches them when she is able. Her possessions also include: an IPod the store manager gave her when he felt sorry for the bruise on her cheek, her diary named after Jack from the Nightmare before Christmas, a pack of multi colored sharpies, a notebook to write and doodle, two black pens, five pencils with a hand held sharpener, a skull backpack that glows in the dark, a black suitcase, and a silver necklace that is shaped like a heart shaped key (it was her mother's).

Yes, it may seem like a lot, but her father has to make it look like she is not abused. If he doesn't, people might get suspicious as to why she is always wearing the same clothes. Lysander is also forced to cook and clean while only aloud two ten minute showers a day. She is not allowed to be let out of her room past 8:30 unless for abuse. Her food amounts have decreased also.

So try to put your self in her shoes for a minute. Tough huh? Well, for Lysander Infinty Lilly Hollow, it's death worthy and miserable. But little does she know a certain British-Irish boy band by the name of One Direction is about to change all that...