late night drive j.b

Chapter two

The thought of the fight was deep.

Half of me feels like it was my fault, but Justin caused all of this drama. I mean if he really wanted me back he would've thought before his actions. Yes I know he was drunk, but what he said still hurt me in so many ways.

I never loved you

The thing that sucks the most is that I will truly love him through the the most darkest times. I don't think i'll ever stop loving him honestly.

The past couple of days I've been trying to pursue a new chapter in my life. My life without Justin has been obviously very hard.  I've never actually lived in a house or stayed in one for more than a month. Me and Justin always lived in his tour bus or quiet hotels. We bought this house in Canada about a few months ago, but we really never got a chance to adjust to it.

I left Justin a letter how i felt. I just never heard back from him.

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He had broken the seal.

All emotions that he had stored away were about to be released. And to think he had made progress.

All of it was about to be thrown down the drain.

On the other side of this, Adeline sat quietly in her best friend's apartment, staring at nothing in particular. She wondered if she made the right move. Adeline wanted them to get better. Nasty breakups weren't her thing. Besides that point, Adeline hadn't moved from the spot on the couch since she had written the lettr and she didn't see that changing anytime soon. In fact anybody who could see her sitting there would know that.

Justin sat down in a chair much like the one his ex-lover was sitting in. He pondered what the letter could be about, but he knew exactly what was written in the inside.

His emotions usually hidden, were now going to be showcased for anyone to see and he hated that. He hated the fact that she still had a special hold on him. Little did he know that wouldn't change anytime soon.

Dear Justin...

A tear fell onto the paper.

Adeline looked through the window, watching as a storm brewed. She was startled when she felt a cold substance hit her collarbone.

A tear fell onto her lap.

Justin's eyes scanned the paper.

I could never hate you, he read.

He wiped away the fresh tears before they could ruin the paper.

Adeline wiped away her own tears amd took a deep breath, afraid that she'd start to hyperventilate. That wouldn't be the first time though.

As Justin read the letter, he wept silently and he could only wish for her to be the one that would wipe his tears away. He wished that she'd be there to tell him everything would be okay.

Adeline sobbed loudly into her hands, imaginging that he was there. That he was the one that was wiping away her tears and rubbing her back.