dynamic [poetry]

??? - self destruc

Sometimes I drink liqour like it's tea
I'll throw back shots till I'm senseless.
Till all I have left is some memories
And my body is numb and I am defenseless.

They say you can't buy happiness
But I go out and buy it in grams.
My mouth is used to the taste of linlieness
And I am used to the gelid sweat of my hands.

I haven't felt pain since you broke my heart
So I'll break my skin instead.
"Watch your actions before you fall apart"
But I am already fucking dead.